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2.Back to School

Seth P.O.V

I was about 1:00 AM as I got ready to leave with my Dad, Tiffany and Taylor from the house. After school was over I came back here with my dad, for a little. I sat in the living room smoking a cigarette and watching Tiffany look for her purse that wa son her shoulder.

"Seth dear have you seen my purse?" She stopped and asked me.

"No." I repiled blowing out smoke as Taylor walked into the room with her dress already on.

"How do I look?" She asked showing off her dyed red hair, and the dress that was so tight it might ripe.

"Why do you already have that on?" I asked standing and she smiled.

"I guess that guy code for I look fucking perfect." She said as my dad came into the room still in hsi night clothes.

"Lets go." He said tossing me the keys.

"I can't find my purse." Tiffany said to him and he smiled at her pointing to her purse on her arm.

She smiled at him and they both walked out arm and arm and Taylor walked for me to grab her arm but I pushed her put the front door.

"You're an ass Seth." She said as I turned off the light and locked the door behind me.

My dad helped Tiffany into the car, and I walked pass Taylor getting into the driver seat and my dad sat next to me. I didn't say much as everyone talked and to be honest I didn't want to go to this shit in the first place. Taylor talked about everyone she was excited to see again, and how great life after school was going to be for me and her.

"Seth how exciting is it to go to Chicago?" She said and nodded.

"Yeah, big city to live in." I repiled and my dad looked at me.

"I bet New York sounds more exciting to you Seth." He said and I glanced at him.

"No it doesn't, going back home sounds better right now." I replied and he gave me a knowing smile.

"So what are our plans Seth, am I really coming with you?" Taylor said and I huffed.

"Okay, I can't drive and talk." I said and everyone got quite.

After about three hours of driving I noticed everyone was sleep but my dad was wide awake next to me.

"Not sleepy old man?" I asked and he smiled.

"Not really little boy, nervous to be honest with you." He said and I knew why.

"Dad its not like I'm leave the state." I said and he smiled.

"I know but, you're a grown man now, and you're not going to have time to see me anymore. I know how it is running a business and I'll be lucky if you remember to call me." He said squeezing my heart.

"No dad, I'll have time for my best friend, my right hand and my homie." I said and he patted my hand.

"I'm going to ask Tiffany to marry me?" He said pulling a box out.

"Really?" I said smiling.

"You're okay with that?" He asked.

"Yeah, I love Tiffany, get high and watch her look for her shoes she has on, priceless." I said and he laughed.

"I told you to stop that, she's not that damn bright." He said and I laughed.

"Naw dad I'm happy for you, She's great in her own way, very loving, funny, pretty. She reminds me of mom a lot, just with out the brains and stuff." I said and he nodded.

"Hungry?" I asked him and he nodded and I stop at the McDonald I saw.

"Tiffany are you hungry?" My dad asked waking her up and she nodded.

"I'm hungry too." Taylor said from the back.

"Alright Const....girl." I said hating that her name almost came out of my mouth and my dad saw it on my face.

I ordered the food and I didn't feel hungry anymore as everyone talked and ate there food. I will be fine, not that I wanted to see her or Bryan. I was over her and the fact her name came out of my mouth was just that an accident. After about two more hours I saw the school an my stomach kind of turned seeing it but I didn't say anything. I made to it the hotel and it was about 5:00 in the morning now and my dad and Tiffany took the car to find there hotel room.

"We need to get our robes." I said see that Taylor mind was wondering as she saw people she new.

"Here take my ticket and get mine for me, I'll be there in a minute." She said running off to some girls she knew.

This whole school made me feel sick, so I didn't stop to talk to anyone just went to the admission office that was packed. I stood there with headphones in my ear waiting for me to get my stuff. Will my hair was different so maybe it was less likely for someone to notice me hopefully. I mean a hair cut, and its kind of blond and black now, I think the fucking Justine Timberlake hair style worked for me. I stood there and when the song ended I looked for another one but my heart dropped.

"I know I gained weight so I need a bigger one." Constance voice made the inside of me panic.

I looked around the big crowed that was only getting bigger to find her so I knew what way to go. I looked around but I couldn't find her but I just kept my head down, and moved with the line. I looked as some girls passed me and I guessed she may have been in the group. I looked at Taylor walking to me and thank God I made it to the front and got our stuff.

"Ready to go?" Taylor said to me and I nodded feeling extremely tired.

We walked out together and she held me around my waist, and I looked around the campus and nothing but bad memories held my mind.

"Seth!" A former voice yelled and I looked up seeing Kerri with I'm guessing her parents and stuff.

I waved to her and she pointed to the car and all I saw was dark hair and I forced Taylor to turn. She didn't say anything as I looked at my dad in his car waiting for us.