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5.Chicago

Constance P.O.V

I sat behind the table as we all dinner, with smiles on everyone's face but mine, like always. Two days after the graduation and my family or his wont just fucking go home. I didn't want tot come but I had to, but I was just getting drunk something I did a lot now.

"Have you found any where you may want to work Constance?" My mother asked me as I poured more wine into my class.

"No, but I want to live In the closet insane asylum." I said taking a big drink from my class.

"Well that wasn't very lady like." Bryan mother said and I looked at her.

I looked at her and she looked away as the waiter came to our table ready for our order. Everyone took there time ordering and I looked around the high class restaurant, it was the grand opening and it was amazing I'll admit.

"Constance." Bryan said hitting my leg under the table hard and I looked at him, and he pointed to the waiter ready for my order.

"I don't want any food." I said and the waiter started to walk away but Bryan stopped him.

"She'll have a Caesar Salad." Bryan said and the waiter started writing.

"I don't want fucking food, Bryan." I said in a stern voice.

"She'll have the fucking Caesar Salad." He said squeezing my leg under the table.

The table was quite and just looked at us and I moved his hand off and nodded to the waiter. I grabbed the wine, and took a drink from the bottle, feeling like I was going crazy. Everyone started talking and I noticed my dad looking at me as the waiter came back to the table with flowers.

"The owner wanted to give flower to the lovely lady." He said offering me a vase of big red roses and I took them.

They are so beautiful and it was a note in them that said "For a beautiful woman" and I smiled at them.

"That is very lovely Connie." Bryan said a ond I looked at him.

"Since we are all here I have some great new to tell you all." Bryan said and I looked at him already knowing the new.

"We are moving to Chicago, because Bryan took a job offer from the Chicago Bear for a contract for 3.7 million." I said and Bryan gave me a pissed look as everyone cheered in enjoyment and I just gave Bryan a smirk.

I sat in silence for the rest of the dinner waiting for it to be over, playing with my food I didn't want. I looked at the beautiful flowers till my phone buzzed and I pulled it out seeing it was Kerri. It was a picture of her in front of her new hair salon and I smiled at the silly face she made.

"Congratulations bitch." I texted back.

"Thanks Bitch!" She replied when I felt Bryan touch my leg.

"Ready to go home?" He asked and I nodded.

"Well no, Kerri just texted me and I wanted to met up with her." I hated that I just asked permission to do anything.

"Yes, but wait here for her and don't leave." Bryan said as the whole party made there way out, and I looked for the bar.

"Constance honey." My dad said walking to me but I just walked away heading for the bar.

I looked back and walked back to my dad, and to the table grabbing my flowers. I walked passed him, heading to the bar and took a seat. I ordered a drink and just sat there, with my thoughts looking around the place. I'm not sure what I should with myself at this point, should I stay with Bryan and live here, or leave him. I guess this is what I get, what comes around goes around right. I broke Seth's heart that night, so I get to have a unhappy broken life.