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11.Broken

Constance P.O.V

I walked into the apartment before Bryan and it was about 7:00 pm now and I was tired as hell. I looked at Bryan as he stopped in the kitchen and I started to back me a bag.

"You're going to do this Constance." I said to myself.

I changed my clothes into jeans and a tee shirt, and packed things I need and two days of clothes. Bryan was on the phone with someone so I took out my phone to call my dad.

"Hey honey, how are you?" He said with a happy voice and the sound of soft music in the background.

"Why are you and mom getting a divorce?" I asked him and he laughed.

"She told you that but she didn't tell you why, just like her right. I'm leaving her because she didn't have a back bone, and his didn't have anything at all. I had you so I stayed with her, then I got sick so I stayed with her but I don't have to anymore." He said and I ignored how angry that made me.

"Alright I'll talk to you later." I said not wanting to hear anymore.

I grabbed my bag and walked into the kitchen and Bryan looked up at me and then to my bag.

"Are you cleaning the room?" He asked looking at me.

"No, I'm leaving." I said and he laughed.

"You've been gone all night, now is us time so good in the room." He said and I just looked at him and he gave me a confused look.

"No, I don't want to spend time with you, I don't want to live with you, and I damn sure don't want to be your girlfriend anymore." I said and he pulled up a chair and sat down.

"Excuse me, I don't think I heard you right." He said moving leaning onto the table.

"I don't love you Bryan, and I'm moving out and moving on." I said and he laughed.

"So let me get this right Connie, you a broke bitch with no where to go is leaving me, a fucking quarterback for the Chicago Bears. Is that right?" He said angry and I gave him a hard look.

"Yeah, I'm leaving the sad excuse of a man that had his parents pay for his girlfriend. The sad shit that made isn't man enough to have his own life but lets his father control him." I said with an angry voice.

I didn't move when he stood and started for me I just put my hands on my hips and looked at him.

"Get the fuck out of my house." He said grabbing the bag from me.

I reached for my bag but he pushed my hand back and pushed me back a little. I looked at him annoyed as he ripped my bag open.

"Where are you going to go." He said tossing a pair of jeans at me and then my shit.

"Give me my shit Bryan." I said reaching for my bag and pushed me back hard.

My butt hit the ground as he dropped my clothes on my head and I pushed them away and looked up at him.

"Fuck you Bryan!" I yelled and he just looked at me before hit spit in my face.

I looked down cleaning my face as he grabbed my arm and pulled me off the ground.

"No you ungrateful bitch fuck you." He said pushing me out the front door.

"Fuck you!" I yelled louder when he moved to me and put his hand in my pocket.

"Give me my phone back!" He yelled pulling my phone out my pocket, and moved back from me standing in the door way.

"You're not half the man Seth is anyway." I said and he just slammed the door in my face.

I took a deep breath and grabbed my pride and walked out the building. I headed down the street and I was slightly pissed but the since of freedom I felt was amazing. I walked the street and headed into the Walgreens where I could pull money off my card. I still had 3 thousand dollars on it from when I quit the Lucky Mart. I pulled off 20 dollars for bus fair and I smiled as I walked to the bus stop. I waited for the bus smiling when I looked around the people on the street.

I waited for the bus and I looked up as the wind pushed my hair around and I looked at a girl in the crowed of people. Was that Taylor I just saw, no it couldn't be how would she know where I lived. I stood and looked at the girl more but a loud horn took my attention and I noticed I was in the street. I moved back and saw the bus coming and I looked trying to see the girl again but no that wasn't her. I got on the bus and stood sine it was packed and the feelings I felt was amazing.

I felt freedom, excitement, but it was laced with fear from what I though I saw but that couldn't have been her. I never really talk to the girl and why would she be fucking with me, when Seth broke up with her. When I made it to his restaurant I was going to talk to him about it, because it was weird.