Fixation (BWWM) Preview

37.❤

Seth P.O.V

I sat down next to Tiffany as she ran around half naked looking for my phone for me. My phone was in my pocket but I was nervous and bored.

"What the fuck is going on with that dress?" I asked her slightly annoyed and she looked at me.

"I think its cute." She said smiling and the dress covered in glitter and sheer as hell.

"It's not fucking cute Tiffany, you look like a stupid stripper," I said and she frowned.

"I'm sorry Tiffany, you look very pretty," I said making her smile as my dad walked in.

"There my sexy wife." He said grabbing her hips and she smiled.

"It almost time," My dad said and I nodded feeling my stomach turn.

"Where's Seth?" I asked my dad.

"With his mother." He said and I stood.

"No, you cant see her till the wedding starts, and don't you that boy as an excuse." He said and I rubbed my hands together.

"You're sweating," Tiffany said laughing making my dad laugh.

"What the fuck are you nervous about?" My dad asked me.

"We are in a fucking church stop all that cussing," I said walking out the door feeling like I need air.

"Where are you going?" Kerri said walking to me in the purple dress all the bridesmaids wore.

"Trying to get the fuck away from you," I said turning and look at her.

She started talking but I didn't listen and maybe I was just emotional today but I smiled at her. She kept complaining but I grabbed her and gave her a hug, and she simply returned it but gave me a confused look.

"What was that for?" She asked her and smiled at her.

"For always been a friend," I said to her and she smiled patting my hand.

"Here take this ugly." She said handing me a little bottle of vodka and I took it drinking it and tossing her the bottle.

"Now get lost," I said turning and she pushed me.

I walked back into my room and looked at the time, it was 10:30 now and the wedding started at 11, so I had to shake this nervousness and get married to the love of my life. I walked in and my dad fixed my bow tie and I didn't say anything trying to catch my breath. It was just me and him in the room at this point so I opened my mouth.

"Should I marry her?" I asked him sounding desperate.

"Do you want to?" He asked me back and I huffed.

"I want to, but what if I can't keep her happy, I mean she broke up with me twice because I couldn't. Getting married to her is telling her I'm going to keep you happy forever, what if I cant do that?" I said letting my frustration out.

"Here's your daddy," Tiffany said walking in with little Seth.

She handed me him in his tux and I smiled at how handsome he was, maybe better looking than me. Tiffany walked out and my dad walked to me patted my shoulder making me look at him.

"You're not perfect, and no one expects you to be, we expect you to try and be there because that's all you can do. Before your mother got sick, she gave me divorce papers." He said making me look at him shocked.

"You will fuck up in this, but you have to keep going and trying your ass off." He said and I nodded as we walked out together.

I looked out at everyone here as I headed down to the altar and I looked at Mr.Henson and his wife. I remember he told me to be patient with Constance and he smiled at me knowing that I remembered that. I stood there holding Seth and he made his baby sounds but I handed him back to Bryan behind me. When the music started, I looked down not looking at her but when I heard a gasp I looked up. My heart could have stopped, and when she looked at me she stopped moving.