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Seth P.O.V

I watched as Constance got ready for work and I didn't say anything just drank my beer at 7:30 in the morning. I just looked at her and every time she looked at me I looked away wanting to hide the sadness on my face. I hate that she can make me so stupid, and she can hurt me so easily but she can. The though of Bryan turning her on made me want to cry, because no one should be able to do that but me.

"I'm leaving." She said looking at me and I looked at her and nodded.

"I love you." She said and I smiled at her.

"I love even more." I replied and I could see the guilt on her face as she walked to the door.

"Oh my bad." Aaron said at the door but I'm guessing Constance just walked around him.

"What's up bro?" Aaron said walking to me and I nodded to him as he fell on the couch.

"What wrong man?" Aaron asked and I just looked at him.

"Sad." I replied and he gave me a sad look.

"Everybody has relationship problems man, just work passed it." He said and I nodded again.

"Yeah man I know, and since she is my first girlfriend its hard." I replied and he laughed.

"You've had like 20 girlfriends yo." He said and I laughed.

"Naw my dude, those was bitch just though that." I said and we both laughed.

"Man you two will be alright its gets hard for us all man, she loves you and I've never seen you this crazy about anybody." He said but I cant shake this feeling and I knew why.

Its hard to forget how she broke my heart and the though of her doing it again drove me crazy. I believe she would do anything to hurt me, well not because she wanted to.

"Yeah man, plus she gained a little more weight so that's making her look better." Aaron said and I looked at him.

"First don't look at her Aaron, and second I don't think she gained any more weight she looks great." I replied and he laughed.

"I'm not just noticed at the door." He said and I smiled getting up.

"Hey how long have you to been together?" Aaron asked and I looked at him.

"Well since she came back to live with me about three weeks now, why?" I asked drinking my beer.

"I though maybe she was knocked up." He said and I looked at him.

"Naw, but I need to run out come with me." I walked into my room getting my clothes on and I looked at my hair I never notice it was getting long because Constance liked it long.

"You're stupid Seth." I said pulling on my jacket and I looked at my phone with the picture of her.

"But its okay because its for her, the only woman you ever loved like this." I put on my shoes and walked out heading to find something special.

Constance P.O.V

I was on my break at work eating the lunch Seth made me today, and I smiled that he made this for me. I looked around the empty lunch room and how big it was and only I was in here. Seth was really pissed off and it bothered me that he was, because I don't want him to feel like I want to hurt him. I love him and hurting him isn't something I do for fun, but I just keep doing it.

"Can I seat here?" A voice asked and I looked up seeing Doctor Cham.

"Oh yeah you can." I said and he pulled out the chair next to me and he game me a white tooth smile.

"A lot on your mind?" He asked pulling out his lunch and I smiled.

"Well life is a always playing movie, its always something to think about." I replied and he nodded.

"Anything you would like to talk about?" He asked and I shook my head.

"Nothing to much, how about you?" I asked him as he bite his sandwich.

"Well its been fine, my world work is just work that love." He replied and I smiled.

"No, wife or kids?" I asked and he shook his head.

"No single and working hard." He replied and I smiled.

"I'm going to guess that a nice young lady like you have a boyfriend." He said and I nodded.

"Yeah, I do." I replied before I bite my sandwich.

"I can tell, you have that look on your face that a guy is on your mind." He said and I looked at him.

"Well I have to get back to work, but if you need to talk...come to my office. You also can get ready to go home in about an hour." He said with a smile and he walked away from me.

That was nice of him, he was always a nice guy to me and I was lucky that I got him to be over me. I finished my food and started doing appear work so that I could get ready to leave and looked over to a woman who was pregnant. She had to be maybe about 7 months and I smiled at her. I wondered if I could get pregnant, I mean I should be its not like me and Seth used protection. Maybe I should talk to him about it, once we get passed all of this.

I stood and walked to the back and grabbed my jacket, and then grabbed one of the pregnancy test we had. I knew I wasn't pregnant, because I had my period, have I? I had to have had it this month. I looked at my phone when I felt it Bing and Seth must be outside waiting for me.

"Bye Constance." Doctor Cham said walking in the room and he was in his street clothes.

"I'll see you tomorrow." I said as he walked pass me grabbing his leather jacket.

He started talking to me and we both walked out together, and he was a funny guy. I laughed at his silly jokes and when I saw Seth I ran to him forgetting Cham was next to me. Seth had a warm smile on his face and he gave me a kiss.

"You missed me that damn much." He said looking down at me and I looked back seeing Cham at his car and I waved to him and he returned it.

"Who's the hot guy over there?" Seth asked making me laugh and I hit his arm.

"Doctor Cham." I said getting into the car and he did the same.

"Constance I wanted to say sorry about last night." Seth said and I pushed his black hair back.

"No, It was my fault and I'm sorry for making you feel second to me." I replied and he smiled.

He drove us home and he was back to his normal self again and I smiled and laughed at him happy. When he stopped we both got out and walked into the house and I had to pee. Seth grabbed a beer and sat down and I walked to the bathroom and I was going to fuck with him. I took the test with me and when I started to pee, I peed on it as well. I think I would have known if i was pregnant but I would be funny to tell him that.

"Constance." He yelled and I walked out with the test in my hand and he looked at it.

"What's that?" He asked looking at me and I smiled looking at him.

"I took a pregnancy test." I said and he smiled.

"Yeah and what does it say, you're pregnant." He said standing and walking to me and I laughed, looking down at it.

"I am." I said and he laughed taking it from me, and he saw the two lines.

"You are?" He asked me with a serious face.

"I am." I said again walking away in complete shock.

"You are?" He asked me looking at the test.

I was either going to pass out but instant I started to puke, and at this point I didn't know if it was shock or the unexpected child in me.