Fixation (BWWM) Preview

9.Hard

Seth P.O.V

I looked at Constance as she made a sign to hand out in the front, she had great handwriting so it was the job for her. It was about 10:00 pm now and Bryan was blowing her phone up but she didn't care. I can't lie it bothered me that she hasn't just kicked him away by now, or if she wouldn't I would do it for her.

"What are you doing?" I asked her I'm a more annoyed voice than I wanted.

"About what?" She asked turning to look at me.

"Bryan." I said and she looked back at her work.

"I'm going to Seth." She said back to me.

"Well pick up the phone and tell him." I said grabbing her phone and handing it to her.

"I can do it to his face." She said grabbing the phone from me.

I looked at her and she looked at me with this unsure face and I huffed at her. I walked back to what I was doing and she smiled.

"I don't blame you for not believing me so its alright." She said unlocking her phone and putting it to her ear.

I could hear Bryan's voice on the other side yelling at her and she didn't talk. She looked at me as she waited for him to get done talking.

"Bryan we need to talk once I get back alright." She said before she hung up cutting him off.

She stood and walked to me swing her hips as she wrapped her arms around my neck. She pulled me down into a kiss and I couldn't help but smile like an dumbass.

"Better?" She asked giving me a little kiss.

"Well its a start." I replied giving her a little kiss but a knock grabbed my attention.

I looked over to the glass door to see Taylor looking at me with a sad face and Constance looked at me.

"Taylor?" She said and Taylor looked at her and I moved away from Constance as I started walking.

I opened the door and stepped out and before Taylor could talk, I looked back at Constance who started her work again.

"Really Seth." Taylor said in a hurt voice.

"You dumped me for another girl, let alone her. I though she was just your tutor." Taylor said with tears in her eyes.

"Listen Taylor, I know how you feel right now, and I'm sorry but I never felt that way about you." I replied in the nicest voice I could have.

"Never, we have been together almost 5 years and you never felt anything for me." She said stepping closer to me.

"Look I got these flowers for you, in your favorite color to blue." She said and I looked down at them.

"No Taylor, I'm sorry but no." I said and she bust into tears.

"I gave you my all, my body, my attention, my love and all you can say is sorry." She said looking at me and I felt bad.

"Why are you even here?" I asked her.

"Because I love you, I got on a plane, and drove here because I missed you every night and I would have crossed oceans to see you again." She said grabbing my hand and I looked at her.

"I'm sorry Taylor but go home, and forget about me." I said as Constance walked pass the window and into another room.

I watched Taylor look at her walk pass and the look in her eyes made me nervous so I grabbed her shoulders. She looked at me with smudged makeup and tears, but the look in her eyes made me shiver.

"Go home now!" I yelled into her face.

I wasn't sure what that look was but I wanted her to go the fuck away now. She turned on her heels and walked away but not before she turned to face me.

"Fuck you Seth." She said tossing the flowers into my face.

I pushed them away as she walked away and I looked at her, and felt kind of bad in all. I pulled the door open and Constance stood there with two glasses of wine in her hand. I walked to her and she gave me one and just looked at me as I drank the whole thing.

"Not as easy as you though it was to break someone's heart is it." She said and I looked at her.

"I know its not easy I've been the broken hearted one before." I replied and she smiled.

"Its different being on the other side." She said and I smiled at her.

"You know Constance." I said and she looked at me as she sipped her wine.

"What?" She asked.

"We have been together for a while counting the our relationship in a whole." I said and she nodded.

"So?" She asked me and I smiled.

"You have never sucked my dick before." I said and she laughed.

"I have never sucked anyone's dick before." She replied and I have her a shocked look.

"For real?" I asked and she nodded.

"For real, never to anyone." She said and I looked at her.

"Not even to Bryan?" I asked and she looked at me.

"No, sex with him was hell." She replied and I laughed.

"I haven't had a climax since tonight and the way he likes it is just fucking boring." She said and I laughed.

"Alright I get that, but have you just fucking rubbed on out on your own?" I asked her pouring myself and her more wine.

"No, I don't have a lone time fucking ever, Never!" She yelled making me laugh.

"Damn he's like that." I asked and she nodded drinking her wine and I drank mine.

"Fuck yeah, I have to run away from him just to be alone or to have any fucking fun ever." She said and I laughed.

"Honestly, is his dick bigger than mine?" I asked and she laughed.

"No, its longer than your but its not thick at all. You have length and thickness so you win." She said and I winked at her making her laugh.

"What about my replacement?" She asked and I looked at her with a confused look.

"Little Taylor Swift that just walked away, how was she?" She asked me.

"The most all the fucking time, you should have heard her." I said putting my cup down.

"OH MY FUCKING LORD SETH!" I yelled out loud grabbing her arms and she laughed.

"OH MY...OHHHHHHHHHH." I yelled at her and she pushed me off of her laughing so hard she wasn't breathing anymore.

"Half the time I didn't have an erection or Tiffany come to my room to check on her." I said grabbing my glass again.

"I spent half of sex with Bryan laughing into a pillow, his dirty talk is so fucking stupid to me." She said and I laughed,

"Bryan talks dirty?" I asked as she poured us more of the wine.

"Oh do you like that you dirty little bunny? Who you daddy you little bitch? Those are his favorite lines right there." She said making me laugh hard as well.

"Dirty bunny!" I said and she laughed nodding.

I listened to her talk and I smiled at her wanting this to be my life forever, no matter how hard it got.