Fixation (BWWM) Preview

17.Love

Constance P.O.V

I stood next to Lady leather and looked down at Seth face and I was always amazed at how his eyes only stayed on me.

"So what's do you want me to do?" Helen said and I smiled at her.

"You may have a seat my lovely friend." I said to her and she smiled.

She walked to the couch and I walked to Seth and rubbed my finger in his hair. I walked behind him gently pulling him to his feet and he looked at me then over to Helen just watching us from the couch.

"What's..." I put my hand up to stop him.

"I wanted to do this for you." I said to him and he simply nodded.

"Thank you sweetheart but I don't want to." He said and I couldn't help but smile and Helen gave him a shocked look.

"Wow, I would have though you had him this trained Constance." Helen said standing and walking to me.

"Well Lady she has me and her feet beg for her attention at all times. Nothing about this is really that exciting to me, but you are always the most exciting to me." He said and I let out a "aww".

"Alright so, I think you're fine here darling." Helen said to me and I smiled.

Seth P.O.V

I looked at the look on Constacne face and I could tell she was touched by my words even though I hide how much I was lying. I wanted to do this not so much because I wanted Helen but to see Constance with another was amazing. I liked the idea but more than anything I just wanted her alone in our bed.

"Well Helen I guess you can go home, let me get my gift for you." Constance said walking out of the room and I looked at Helen who watched Constance.

"Keys?" I asked and she looked at me.

She didn't talk as she walked to me and forced me around kind of hard to, and grabbed the handcuffs.

"Its kind of makes me sad that a woman like that will just end of a wife instead of the strong woman she is." Helen said talking off the cuffs and I looked at her.

"A woman can be a wife and still be strong." I said turning to face her.

"Poor boy, strong is defined as being able to withstand great force or pressure and that is something I see dying in her for you." She said and I didn't hide how offended I was.

"If anything I make her stronger and she does the same for me." I said looking at her.

"That why its going to break her, no one should make you stronger and if you hold the key to her life, happiness and strength she'll fall." She said walking around me and giving me a smirk.

"I've known her for four years, never seen her cry but knew she dealt with a lot. Family problems, school problems, money problems, even small health problems never one tear in four year. She has known you for almost 16 months and she has cried 3 times, that I know of. So Seth I tell you the truth about love, it only makes one of you strong, and the other only gets weaker. She'll stand by you and love you like a good woman, but she'll lose the fight in her because she'll always be just fighting for you." Helen said and it hit me almost in my heart.

"No, she fights for a lot not just me." I said and she gave me a bigger smile.

"I hope you can be the man you think you are Seth, because I like you I do but I love her. Don't let anyone take her soul away, but more importantly don't you break her soul either." She said as Constance walked out with a blue box.

"My favorite color." She said grabbing the box and they both walked to the door and I looked at Helen and she glanced back at me and gave me a nod.

I nodded back to her and her words ran around my head and to disregard them would be stupid of me. I hate what she just said but it was true, I've seen Constance cry before but it was always something about me and her. She was a strong woman, but I can see her losing it and getting fed up now. She is a calm woman that wasn't this emotional before but now she is and I'm no woman expert but is that bad I make her this emotional?

"Seth?" She said next to me and I looked at her.

"Yeah Connie?" I said and she crossed her arms.

"I mean Constance, Constance, what's up?" I asked her and she gave me a funny look.

"Would like to have sex with me or not?" She asked and I noticed for the first time she wasn't wearing a top or bra.

"Yeah I would, how long was a dazed here?" I asked her and she laughed.

"Like 10 minutes."She said wrapping her arms around my neck and planted a soft kiss to my lips.

"I love you Constance, and if you ever feel like anything is to much for you I'll always take the pressure off of you." I said pressing my erection into her and she smiled.

"I know you will Seth." She replied and I picked her up off the ground and she wrapped her legs around me.

"So only me and you for now on right?" She asked me and I nodded giving her a smile as we made it to our room and she pulled from me.

"Yes My Mistress." I said and she smiled pushing me back onto the bed and I smiled.

"Take them off." She said pointing to my jeans and I smiled as I sat up and moved them down a little.

She smiled and shockingly enough she got down on her knees in front of me and I smiled big like a kid in a candy store. I looked down at her and she looked up at me as she grabbed my erection in her hands and opened her mouth. I felt like I was going to bust now and when she wrapped her lips around the head of my dick I did. She was shocked at first but I closed my eyes as my release come out and she didn't move.

"I'm sorry." I forced out as I got done and my breathing was heavy.

I opened my eyes and looked at her and she held her mouth closed as she stood and walked to the can in the room. She spit out what was in her mouth and turned to me, and she tried to hide her disappointment but I saw it.

"I haven't had sex in a week and it was a lot of teasing going on today." I said and she smiled.

"Didn't know you where much a minutes man Seth." She said and I smiled at her.

"Normal I'm not but have you seen how beautiful you are, I happy I lasted that long with you." I said and she smiled walking to me and I though of Helen.

"Constance I never want anyone to touch you besides me, and I'll never let anyone touch me. No threesomes or more four, five, six, seven or even eight." I said as she fell next to me with a smile.

"I promise, but if you change your mind I'm always open to it." She said and I smiled pulling her to me.

"I know Ms.Golden." I said to her and she laughed.