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35.Night Before PT.1

Seth P.O.V

Six Months Later

I sat next to Bryan on the couch as he played 2k18 and I just watched because I was too nervous to play. I looked at Seth Jr who was in his slightly jumping in his bouncer, the boy should be sleeping since its past midnight but I didn't care that much about Constance sleep thing she had going on for him.

"Dude do you not want to marry her?" Bryan asked me and I looked at him.

"You fucking know I do," I replied taking a sip of my water.

"Then why have I had to watch you for a week walk around like you are scared. I don't know why you two need to be apart for a week before your wedding but I don't care." He said grabbing his beer and pausing the game.

"It's a romantic thing I guess, we don't see each other for a week and we see each other at the altar. I'm not scared, just nervous man, I mean really nervous about everything and if I know her she isn't." I said and he laughed

"Yeah that woman has nerves of steel but I mean what is there to be nervous about Seth. You want this, trust me you want this woman." He said grabbing Seth Jr and the baby smiled at him.

I looked at my son, my son, MY SON, I still can't believe I'm someone's father and it still gives me chills to think. I was the guy fucking girls in a library now I'm someone's dad, and the kid is amazing and he can kind of stand up now.

"Bryan," I said touching his should and he looked at me with a smile.

"I'm sorry," I said and he huffed.

"Bro we talked about this before, I forgive you and you forgave me. In this situation we both were wrong, and we both should have handled it better. I knew deep down that you liked Constance, I shouldn't have run into your place and started a fight, and I should have lied to her about this baby, or forced her out of her dreams because of my parents. I wasn't being a good person and I'm happy she let me around this kid, you or the wedding." He said with a smile.

"I love you, Bryan," I said and he patted my shoulder.

"I love you to man." He said and I smiled.

"Damn I would think you two are dating," Arron said walking in with Constance and Tiffany with him.

"Girls night out," I said walking to Arron and he punched my arm.

"How are you baby?" My new mother in law said giving me a hug and a kiss.

"I'm good how is Constance? And you?" I asked her and she smiled.

"She's sweating bullets about tomorrow but fine, after all, she's marrying you. She told me you're to level-headed, to be nervous about anything." She said walking over to Arron.

"Hey, Tiff," I said and she grabbed the side of my head and kept looking at me till I pushed her away.

"How do you level someone's head? I know your feet are leveled but how can you do it to a head?" She asked making me feel super annoyed.

"This is why I hate being around your dumb ass, how is it that everything from your mouth is fucking stupid?" I said and she gave me a sad look and I felt like shit.

"I'm sorry, mom," I said and she gave me a big smile, she wanted me to call her mom but I wanted to call her dumbass.

I turned and looked as she walked over to Seth Jr who was always the most important person in any room. I looked down when I felt my phone buzz and looked at the picture of Constance next to a text.

"Did my mom show up yet?" She asked me.

"Yeah." I texted back walking to the kitchen.

"Alright, tell her to call me on her way home." She said and I smiled.