it was me

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I pushed you away
I told you you shouldn't stay
I pushed you some more
And shook us to the core
I kept on, and a push became a shove
And we were left wondering what happened to this love
But no one would answer for we knew
It was always me, not you
I wasn't shocked by the revelation
But you could barely process the information
You built me up and you made me God
When in reality I was the mud
I was a deceiver and a snake
Relishing in what you hate
You told me I was your queen
And I just responded with what you could've been
I wasn't meant to be able to love
My emotion never was enough
I do regret the frown upon your face
When I told you I was done with this race
And for a moment I felt something, a slither
It grew to a hinder
And when I think of you, I wear that frown
And I regret tearing you down

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