In moments like these, its like I can see myself falling
But there's no one else that seems to hear me calling
Its just me, always me
And I'm left wondering why can't they see
The destruction of me
I'm screaming for you to hear me
But you only see who you don't want me to be
With every move
I always feel like I have something to prove
And I know I'm going to lose
Its like I'm a train with only my final destination
I know it would lead to devastation
Or at least, that's what I hope
I'm losing my ways to cope
I feel invisible to everyone
Thinking it only ends with me, gone
I've tried to find another way
But the demons found a home and decided to stay
There's nothing left to say
I never meant for it to end this way
But what can i say
There was only so much times i can stand after being shoved
After all that was taken from me, losing all that I loved
I want to fight it, I truly do
But it all began and ended with you
Trusting was such a petty thing
But I didn't know all the heartache it would kill everything
My hope, dream, being
Such a simple thing
Left me torn
Forlorn
And still you don't see
Me clawing at what you need me to be
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Poetry#673 in poetry its the lines project... so I thought I'd do a little poem.. Which turned into a series thanks to @KittyHazelnut They may be bad but they keep me from the edge. If can suffer through about half of them you might get to something tha...
