What am I supposed to do
When everyone is you
The way they move, the words they speak
Even the way they look at me like a freak
And I ask myself how I ever let myself fall
How I came when you called
When all you did was push me down
That's all affection you ever shown
Sometimes they seem like they care
And that awakens the fear
They look just like you
But I always knew what you would do
You never could resist the temptation
The rush you got from the sensation
When you killed me a little bit more
You wanted the devastation when you broke my core
They want that too it seems
To watch me fall apart at the seams
Watch me fall apart
And tell me they knew I'd fall from the start
Its always the same
Everyone is the same
Everyone is a version of you
Because they watch me disintegrate too
They help my another feet down
And all they offer is a frown
No one ever asked if they could help
They never wanted to
Because it was easier to watch a helpless cause
Punish me for my flaws
Its darkest before the light they used to say
And i just responded with an okay
But its hard to believe when everything stays the same shade of grey
And i lost the ability to tell you I'm not okay
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Poetry#673 in poetry its the lines project... so I thought I'd do a little poem.. Which turned into a series thanks to @KittyHazelnut They may be bad but they keep me from the edge. If can suffer through about half of them you might get to something tha...
