Edged between

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Its been hard to breath for the longest time
I just wanted something I could see as mine

My only mistake was thinking it could be you
Even through all the things I saw you do
I believed in you even when I shouldn't have
I thought that the pain made you brave

I used to think you were perfect
But I guess that was just a chemical defect
I gave you everything
And all you gave me was nothing
I ran when you called
But you always left me in the cold

And though everything is over
You still hold all the power
Your phantom hovers over me like a shadow
And i don't know how to let go
I had to remind myself what you've done
That you're gone

Everything changed when you left

The way I saw the morning
The way everything seemed to be darkening
The world grew cold
And I had no Choice but to fold 

Now everyone is you
Everything is about you
I can't trust, I can't hope
What have I done...

I thought you'd always be there
That I didn't have to fear
But that's just it, you were the horror
That was waiting around the corner

I desperately wanted you to be the thing that kept me together
You told me it was going to get better
But I should've known anything that easy would be a lie
I just which I had a chance to say goodbye
Before you turned my world upside down