Wild Hearts {#Wattys2014}

Chapter 45

Meredith's POV

Welcome back Cameron. Welcome back to my life. I didn't want him to be in my life! My heart wanted him so badly, but my mind was telling me it was the best choice to let him go. I had to. I was going through so much pain already, and I didn't need to have him around anymore, I caused him grief too.

I just took a glimpse at him to make sure it was Cameron Davis, and then I looked back to the window and all these thoughts were going through my head. He wasn't moving to Ireland for me, I knew that for sure. He couldn't, this was a huge thing to do. Moving from LA to Ireland wasn't a simple task. It took a lot of guts to do something like that.

He just sat there. Staring at his lap, clearly wondering on what to say to me. I took my phone out and put my headphones on right before take off.

As the plane got faster and faster on the runway, I felt him reach for my hand, but I moved it on to my lap. He tried to say something but I just made my music louder and I started to read a book. There was just no way that I was going to let him come into my life again. It's just not going to happen.

About half an hour later, he seemed to not be able to take not talking to me with sitting right next to me, so he just yanked my headphones out of my ear. First of all, you can't touch me, okay? Second of all, do not EVER yank my headphones out of my ear. Two very big no no's when it comes to me.

"Baby, please would you listen to me?" he says in his swooning voice. HE IS NOT HUMAN. HE IS SOME GOD--LIKE CREATURE FROM ABOVE. Whoa, this flight was really getting the best of me mentally, and I was going to be here for another eighteen hours. Oh great.

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Cameron's POV

I didn't know what to do that would make Meredith happy with me again. I didn't even know what I did wrong, if I even did anything wrong. I loved her so much that I packed my bags and left LA for her, how could she still be so upset at me. I gave her a half hour of silence, but I couldn't take the fact that I was sitting next to her and I couldn't hold her in my arms.

I loved her with my whole heart, I would do anything for her, and I would commit to anything for her.

I tried to talk to her but she wouldn't let me. If she was going to play this way, I was going to do something she just hates.

I yanked her headphones out of her ear.

"What the fuck do you want?" she finally cracked. At least I got to hear her voice, in an angry tone.... but it was better than nothing.

"Babe, please let me talk to you. "

"No. Because one; you fucking yanked my heard phone out of my ear. And two; because I can't have you in my life again. "

"What did I do wrong though? It's like you got mad at me all of a sudden and didn't even properly explain to me why you're so damn mad. I love you more than anything, why can't you accept it and love me in return?"

She was just shaking her head and looking out the window.

Her voice got quiet.

"You didn't do anything wrong... I just couldn't hurt you anymore. " she seemed to tear up slowly.

"Baby," I took her hand again, and she took it away again. I looked away for a second, a bit hurt that she seemed to not trust me anymore.

"You didn't hurt me. You can't hurt me. My love for you overshadows anything you do wrong. And I don't understand why you're thinking like this either."

"Look, please accept the fact that I can't be in your life anymore. I have to start over again. I have a lot if shit that's happened to me since my "parents" died. I can't keep staying in the midst of all that. I have to move on. I got into the school of my dream, and what could be a better time to start over than now?"

I'm just looking away, because if I looked into her eyes now, I knew that I would break. I loved her. And now she just pushed me away, and maybe, just maybe she's right. I should leave her alone. I'm moving to Ireland, with no idea what I'll be doing, living right next to Meredith, yet still not being able to call her mine any longer.

"You're right. " I said in a very low voice.

"What?" she said, clearly not hearing my reply.

"I said youre right, you should move on and not have your past interfere with your life now. You should forget about me." I said looking at her, before my tears started to rush out, I got up and headed for the bathroom. I just let go of my Princess.

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Meredith's POV

I just let go of my Prince. I was a little happy that I was strong enough to let go of him, but I was devestated to see him like that. Maybe this wasn't the best decision, but I can't go running back to him. But I need him. My mind was running a million thoughts in my head like usual, but this time it focused on one thing, that dumbass of a mistake I just made.

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