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Mina
I kept crying non stop. I was still hurt about the thing that happened today. It's just so painful. I tried holding my bracelet. It helps but I'll start crying again.
I heard knocks from the door. I slowly turned my head to the door, staring at it for a while before going back to crying.
I didn't really care who it was. I was just into my pain - my sadness.
"Mina, open up! it's me, Daniel." I heard him shouting across the door but I didn't bother to open it.
Few minutes later, the door opened but I didn't look at him. I continued to cry on my palms.
"Mina..." I heard him spoke in a worried tone. He went to sit beside me and gently removed my hands off my face. I looked at him in tears.
His eyes widened at me. "Why are you crying?" He asked, looking really worried. His hands still wrapped around my wrists.
I couldn't hold my pain anymore so I decided to tell him. I don't care if he thinks of me as a whore too.
I'm a worthless filthy whore, and I'll always be.
"He...he used me..." I whispered as more tears streamed down my cheeks.
His expression changed into confusion. "Who used you?"
I kept quiet for a while. "...Guanlin..." I sniffed in between my words.
His widened a bit but went back to normal, like as if he knew about it. He kept quiet, looking like he was thinking about something.
We stayed silent for a while. Daniel's eyebrows furrowed in confusion. His eyes went to mine. "Why are you crying exactly?" He asked.
Whatever Guanlin did - his action, his words. Thinking about it makes me feel really sad that I feel like crying again.
I looked down at my lap, not wanting Daniel to see me cry. I tried to control my tears but it fell.
Daniel hold my chin and brought it up. His face instantly changed to fear as he wiped my tears. "Oh no...please don't cry. I didn't mean to hurt you." He quickly said.
I couldn't stop the tears that were flowing out. Those words that he said...
Okay, how about this? Why don't you get rid of it?
Don't you understand what I meant?
I'm trying to say that you should get an abortion.
My heart shattered into pieces as I cried more silently. Daniel soothed my back gently, trying to calm me down.
After a while, I stopped crying and stayed silent. Daniel was trying his best to comfort me. If he wasn't comforting me, I wouldn't have stopped crying.
He looked at me with a regret look on his face. "I'm sorry...I really didn't mean to-"
"No, no, it's okay." I reassured him. He nodded slowly, still having that regret look.
"I want to tell you this but..." I trailed off as I looked down. He kept quiet, patiently waiting for my answer.
I let out a sigh, a sad one. "But...I feel scared to..." I finally completed my sentence.
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My Mafia Lover | Lai Guanlin ✔
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