My Mafia Lover | Lai Guanlin ✔

Chapter 78

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So we are actually not that far, yet close to the end of the book so...is anyone excited for it? ;)

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Mina

I was still sitting on the floor, trying to break myself from reality as sadness took over me. I felt so disheartened that I didn't even want to sit back on the bed.

I cried so much until I had no tears left anymore. I stopped crying, causing my cheeks to dry up after a while.

But no matter how much I've cried, I don't feel better at all. Not even a single bit. My heart is aching for something. Something that I missed the most and want it back so badly.

I let out a sigh after that, knowing that nothing will make me feel better...

Unless if he was here...

Speaking about him, I missed hearing his voice. Even though it was only for a few seconds, I want to hear his deep voice again.

I could remember the part where he called me by that name. The name that I'll never forget and get tired of.

Cheonsa...

I love that name so much. There won't be a day where I'll never smile when he calls me that. Even the meaning of it makes my heart flutter.

If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't have known that such word existed.

I'm so glad that I met him. Imagine if I didn't work as a maid and came across him...my life would've been so dead and sad.

Staying in that place was something that I'll never regret at all. Never in a million years I would regret it.

I know that place was restricted for the Park Family. But still, I'm so glad that I stayed there no matter what.

I've made so much memories while staying at that place. There were loads of good memories that I loved the most - memories of Daniel, Jiwoo and Sohee....I really miss them so much...

There were bad memories too. It's just that I prefer not to think about them. I mean, life's not perfect at all, right?

I'm so glad that I met those people in my life. Without them, I highly doubt that anyone would've supported me.

Especially Guanlin. I can't even imagine my life without him. It's almost too impossible to imagine...

He's someone who's so nice and caring. Although he has anger issues and is stubborn as hell, he's actually really a sweet guy I've ever seen.

I've never, ever seen a guy like him before. The ones that I usually see was guys who would always use woman when they are in need.

I guess...not all guys are the same after all...

He might've done loads of bad things. But that doesn't mean that his attitude is bad too.

Sometimes...I felt like...loving him was a mistake. I wouldn't be crying right now because of him...

Imagine if things turned upside down? Like, instead of loving each other, we hate each other to the moon and back.

Will I continue to feel this pain too?

Suddenly, I heard the door barged open. I looked up to see Jihoon entering with two people following behind them.

Fear coursed through my body as my heart started to beat faster. What is it this time? If he wants to watch me suffer, then I'm more willing to give up my life.