My Mafia Lover | Lai Guanlin ✔

Chapter 24

Another early chapter!! :D

Read at you own risk cause this chapter has suicide attempt

Sorry if it is really messy...didn't have time to edit :(

Anyway, enjoy!

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Guanlin

I woke up when light shined onto my eyelids. I opened my eyes and blinked a few times. I looked at Mina who was sleeping peacefully in my arms.

I didn't want to wake her up so I stayed in that position, staring at her so deeply.

I looked at every single detail of her beauty, trying to memorize it. There was a small scar on her left cheek. She even looks good with that scar.

My hand went up to her cheeks. I held onto it gently. It felt so long since I last touched her cheek.

My thumb caressed over her cheek ever so slightly. She didn't show any reaction to my touch. Probably she's in a deep sleep.

I looked at the clock which was behind her. It was going to be 9am in one minute.

Fuck. I have work to do.

I let out a stressful sigh. I wish I could stay here and stare at her utmost beautiful face. But I can't. I still have things to do.

I gave her a kiss on the forehead and moved her arms slowly from me. I got up and gave her a last glance before leaving the room.

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Mina

I was just sitting on the bed, hugging my knees and staring blankly at the ceiling, thinking about life. Jiwoo told me to take leave for three days so that I can rest.

I hate my life so much. I always thought that my life would've been better if I escaped from my father's mansion. I thought that I wouldn't have to feel this pain again but...I was wrong.

I've been used, raped and beatened up for multiple times that I don't even know what's pain anymore.

Nobody cared about me or gave a shit about me. People think that I'm some kind of doll that anyone could play or use. In the end, they would throw me away like a used tissue paper. I don't think my life would get any better.

I lost my mother. She was the only person who cared about me a lot besides my father. She was the person who was always by my side even in dark times. I lost her...

I found this woman called Jina. She was in her mid 30s when she got taken away by Jihoon. She was just like me - a slave.

She was really nice. She cared for me, took care of me like I was her own daughter. She reminded me so much of my mother.

She was the only friend I had until one day, Jihoon knew about it and killed her right in front of me. I could remember it so well.

Everything was taken away from me until I have nothing left. I want to stop. I'm tired of hiding all my pain. I'm tired of suffering. I want to be with the people that I love and cherish a lot. I want to leave and never come back.

My head slowly turned towards the bathroom. I stared at the door for a while. When I finally made my decision, I slowly got up and something caught my eye.

I looked at the nightstand and saw a picture of me and my family. I took the picture and looked at us smiling so brightly.

Tears filled on my water line as I stared at my father. Even if he's not gonna care about my death, I will still miss him. Right?