My Mafia Lover | Lai Guanlin ✔

Chapter 69

Mina

I was sitting on the bed, leaning my head against Guanlin's shoulder as I went into deep thought.

It's already 12am and I still couldn't stop thinking about the incident earlier. I'm still in utter shock.

I didn't even know that Jina was Guanlin's mother. I didn't even know both of them are related until now.

So all these while, the pictures I saw on his album book, the pictures displayed in the piano room...

Was that...Jina all along?!

My eyes widened in disbelief after that. I'm still shocked about it.

She looked so familiar. Whenever I saw pictures of her and Guanlin, I kept saying that it looked so much like Jina but I thought that it's someone that looks like her so I didn't really care about it.

Now that the truth has been unfolded, I feel really surprised. I can't get rid of how shocking it is.

I remembered Jina saying that she had a son but I didn't know that the son was actually someone that I didn't expect at all.

Guanlin had such a great mother. Like, who wouldn't love someone like her? She's so nice and sweet that it's impossible for someone to hate her.

It's so sad that she passed away. Only if I didn't make friends with her...

It feels like it's all my fault. I think I'm the reason why she died.

I should've just followed Jihoon's stupid rules. I should've pretend like she wasn't there and do other things.

Only if it was me instead of her...

Because of me, Guanlin changed so much that he became like this. All because of me...

Imagine if his mother was still alive...he would be the nicest person on earth.

While I was daydreaming, I could feel someone staring directly at me from the corner of my eye but I ignored it, thinking that those were my thoughts.

"What are you thinking about, cheonsa?" I heard him asking. I flinched at the sudden response as I moved away from his shoulder. I didn't expect him to ask me out of the blue.

I heard him calling me that word again. Ah... it's been long since I've heard that word. It makes my heart flutter again.

It's been long since I've felt these emotions too...

It means angel in Korean. So, he's calling me an...angel? Wow...

But why, though? How am I an angel when I don't feel like I'm that pure? Weird...

Whatever it is, I'm just glad that we're becoming better now. I'm quite sure that this won't last long but as of now, I just want to enjoy this beautiful moment.

"Nothing..." I spoke almost in a daydreaming tone. I'm not going to let him know that I was actually thinking about his mother.

I'm very sure that he'll become really upset which I don't want it to happen at all.

"You're obviously thinking about something. If not, you wouldn't be so quiet like now." He said simply.

I frozed for a while. Oh, that's so true about me.

He knows me so well now.

He turned and moved a little so that he was facing me. My heart started to pump faster when he did that.

"Tell me, what were you thinking about?" He asked again.

I gulped my saliva as I looked down. I don't think he's going to leave me until I answer his question.