My Mafia Lover | Lai Guanlin ✔

Chapter 62

Mina

I was just staring at the floor, thinking about the same old things over and over again. Do I get tired of it? I don't know.

Especially the slap that I got a few weeks back. I still do feel the impact like it happened a few days ago.

I don't even know why I spend my time crying and thinking about those things. Like, what do I get from them? I'll become more sad. Nothing else.

I might say things like that. In the end, I'll keep going back to them. Like, I'm attached to it or something.

It somehow became my daily routine - thinking and crying. Very nice, huh?

I let out a sigh after that as I leaned my head against the headboard of the bed. I stared at the ceiling, feeling nothing but a pit of sadness.

I miss him.

I missed his hugs. His kisses. I missed him sleeping by my side. I really missed being with him.

Sometimes, I wished that I didn't tell him. Imagine that. My life would've been so much better.

Everything would've been normal. Everyone would treat me nicely. Jiwoo would talk to me and bring food for me. Daniel would smile and talk to me too.

And there will be Guanlin who would cling onto me like an affectionate puppy.

I smiled at the thought. I could imagine him hugging me really tightly, feeling like he's  afraid of letting me go.

I chuckled dryly after that. How I wish it wasn't a dream...

I looked down at my wrist to see the blue bracelet. The only bracelet that stayed with me after my mother died.

I realised that Guanlin was a sweet guy back then. I remembered him telling me that he used to help people. I was one of them too.

Now, he became cold hearted. He stopped helping people. Instead, he hurts them more and makes them suffer.

It's so sad that he changed but I know he'll become better someday. I hope.

I stared at the door blankly as an idea came into my head.

What if I go and...see him?

My heart skipped a beat at the idea. That sounds like a great idea. But...how? I can't just go without anything like that...

Why not bring a tray of food for him like you used to do as a maid?

That's great enough. Honestly, I feel really excited. I haven't seen him for what seemed like years and thinking about it makes my heart beat really fast.

I got up from my bed quickly so that I wouldn't waste any more time. I left the room and tried my best to walk down the stairs as fast as I could before going to the kitchen.

Luckily, there weren't that much people in the kitchen. The thing that calmed me down the most was, Jiwoo isn't there too.

I saw Sohee mopping the floor of the kitchen. When her eyes met mine, her eyes lit up in surprise.

I walked towards her as she looked like she was about to scream her lungs out in excitement. Luckily, she got hold of herself and looked around to see if anyone was looking at her before walking towards me.

"Hey, Min! It's been long since I've seen you!" She almost whispered in a cheerful tone. I felt a little surprised that she's so happy to see me.

I guess she's the only one that's nice to me...