My Mafia Lover | Lai Guanlin ✔

Chapter 49

Guanlin

I came back after two weeks of staying at Taiwan to do my 'business'. Honestly, I wasn't feeling that great during those weeks. Especially my mind...

I couldn't stop thinking about Mina. Even my heart was aching so badly because I couldn't see her beautiful face.

I didn't had any pictures of her so it was really hard for me. It felt like I could go mad if this continued.

After I came back, I went to find for her and I saw her doing the dishes in the kitchen. She looked really sad. Maybe she missed me.

If she did, I felt the same too.

I wanted to talk to her but memories from the day where I flew off flashed into my head and I decided not to talk to her after that.

I don't know why Jiwoo had to bring that up. I hated those days where I hurt her so badly. I genuinely hate it so much that I don't even want to remember every single memory of that.

I still regret my words, my actions. Everything about that made me feel more angry at myself.

I feel like Mina's still angry about my actions. I'm pretty sure that she wasn't thinking about it until Jiwoo said something about that.

Maybe she didn't miss me. Maybe she was hating on me instead.

My heart ached at that thought. What if that really happened?

I hope not...

I let out a soft sigh. I don't even know how to feel now. All I want to do is just drink some wine.

I took a glass of cup and a bottle of wine from under my table. I opened it and poured it in. When the wine filled half the cup, I put it back and took a sip as I went towards the window.

I looked at the beautiful moon while the stars were everywhere. I felt myself calming down while staring at the breathtaking scenery.

I remembered the days where I would stay in that garden and look up at the stars. No matter how sad I was, I would go there just to make myself feel better.

I didn't have to say a word but looking at them just makes me feel better.

Maybe it's because I feel that my mother belongs to one of those stars since they are dead anyway. They are still shining brightly even if they're dead so it reminds me a lot of her.

Sometimes, I wish that I could be with her but whenever I told Daniel that, Daniel would start nagging at me. He really doesn't want me to leave him. So cute.

My eyes darted to one of the stars that was shining brightly. I let out a small smile as i stared at it.

She's probably happy being up there.

My heart squeezed in pain after that. I quickly took another sip of wine to ease the pain.

Suddenly, I felt a hand on my shoulder, making me turn around. My mouth opened slightly at the sight.

Mina was standing behind me, looking up at me through her eyelashes. She looked like a small girl while looking up at me.

"Hi." She said as she gave me a small smile.

She's too fucking cute for me.

I smiled unknowingly as my heart did a weird flip. It's been long since I've felt that. I missed her so much.

"Hi, cheonsa." I said while smiling. It even felt long since I've smiled too.

Her smile became brighter, showing her teeth. My stomach flipped at that look. She looks so beautiful in that kind of smile.