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Few days later...
Mina
I was lying down on the bed, staring blankly at the ceiling, trying to make time pass by as fast as it could.
I don't even know why I'm trying to make time pass even when I know that nothing interesting's going to happen in my life.
Even when I know that nobody would take me out of this hell.
When I escaped long ago, I was so happy to leave this place. I thought that I'll never go back here and live my life freely.
Now, when I look back, all I wanted to do was to knock myself on the head. What the hell was I really thinking? I'll never fall into Jihoon's hands again?!
I was enjoying my life so much to the fact that I forgot all about my worries about Jihoon - Will he come and find me one day? If he does, will that become an end of me?
The worst part was, I didn't even know that he knew where I was and was stalking me all long until the day where he took me away.
Thinking about it already gives me the chills down my spine. Imagine if I knew about it way earlier...I would've freaked out.
I felt a sudden move in my belly. I looked down to see my baby moving as it gave a small, gentle kick.
I felt myself smiling as I stared at my big belly. Aww...
I'm so happy that I didn't lose her. I really thought that I'll never be able to carry this gongju ever again.
But I hope she's still fine and healthy...and maybe...okay without her father being by her side...
My heart squeezed in pain at the thought, making me look back at the ceiling again as a long sigh escaped from my mouth.
Flashbacks of the day where Jihoon took me away came into my head. I remember every single detail of what had happened. It felt so much like as if everything happened yesterday.
I hated how he left me just like that. He didn't even care about saving me. He just walked away, almost like he wasn't bothered if Jihoon took me away.
It did made me angry at one point. It felt like he let Jihoon do what he wants to me.
I'm very sure that he didn't mean it that way. Maybe he didn't know what to do so he just...walked away, I guess?
I still didn't like how he left me with Jihoon, though. Thinking about it made my anger rose a little.
But...even though he made me angry...
...my heart still aches for him.
I...I miss him so much. So freaking much that if there's a way I could go to him...I would go for it.
I wouldn't mind running all the way to his mansion with my barefoot. I don't care if my clothes look very revealing or very ugly. All I want to do is to get to him as fast as I can.
When I reach his mansion, I'll run up to him and hug him really tightly like hugging a really big teddy bear.
I felt my heart skipping a beat when I think about it. Imagine if he was here, hugging me and whispering words into my ear like "It's okay...everything will be alright..."
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