The Sweetest Devotion (The Affair Series Book 2)

Feelings Never Die

This chapter is not for everyone. Sorry to say and it's your choice to skip over it. But I am prepared to get burned at the stake by some of you. LOL

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"Are you sure?" Stef whispered as she hovered over Diane's naked  body in the same bed they had mad love in and fucked in for many years. Never in a million years did she ever think she would be back in it ready to make love to her again, ever. Gently, Diane stroked the blondes cheek cupping it as she let out a soft smile nodding at her.  Right now she didn't care about the past, or the future or any of it for she just cared about the present moment as Stef's intense hazel eyes stared so hard into hers. If she wanted anyone it was her and she had wanted to feel her so badly even if it was just for one more time. 

"I am."

"MM me too. I missed you baby." She whispered into her ear as Diane was already melting by feeling Stef's hands travel down her stomach, over her hips that had grown curver since the last time and over her slim soft and sexy legs.  Thoughts and images of Lena flashed in her brain as Stef pushed them far back in her mind only to look into the eyes of the woman that she had loved since she was 10 years old.  A woman whose heart she had crushed over and over and ripped her heart open. A woman that had cried and shed thousands of tears over her. Why? Why had she done that to her when Diane had given her so much and always had from the beginning.  She had taken care of her and her kids and still was and from the first day they met in the trailer park when she had seen Diane running from her father who held a belt in his hand screaming for the girl that she better come back Stef felt something. Finding her a few hours later hidden away she comforted her without even knowing her name. It had always been like that and Diane had returned that same comfort when Sharon almost killed Stef for putting braids in her long blonde hair and had chopped it all off making her look like a boy. She butchered it and Stef was so embarrassed at only 11 and Diane held her all night in the one hideaway spot no one knew about. No one but them and each beating they got they returned to that spot showing sides to each other that no one saw.

"I'll get us the fuck out of here. I promise Di." Stef promised at only 11 years old. "One day I will and no one will ever hurt you ever. Ever. He won't ever. I won't let him."

Those memories flooded Stef's brain as she kissed over her neck wanting to apologize with each and every one she planted on Diane.  Surprisingly she could still see some faded scars of the abuse she suffered from her father across her body as she once again kissed over them knowing how she got each and every one of them. No one had seen them and Diane had been too scared to show her body to anyone else besides Stef for part of her was embarrassed. Yes she had dated and made out with other women but never had she had sex with any. She had remained quiet and reserved during her breakup with the blonde and it was no wonder she was feeling this intense.

"It's ok. These scars don't define you. Remember that." Stef whispered as she smiled at the slim woman and Diane ran her fingers through the cops hair just loving her face. Loving every part of it and how mature it had gotten. She loved her laugh lines, each wrinkle she had gotten as they were now in their 40's and if she was honest maybe she wanted to feel the love she knew Stef felt for her or whatever it was but words didn't describe how she was feeling at all. It was just intensity the same pure intensity they always had for each other as she felt Stef sucking hard on her neck and sliding her finger inside her wet middle. Now with three fingers sliding in the blonde moved them in and out slowly for she wanted to remember it incase it was the last time she would ever feel this woman. Maybe it was for she didn't know as Diane pressed into her back literally begging Stef for more as the cop picked up the pace a bit  feeling Diane's hands run down her back and ass, squeezing it and opening her legs a bit wider.