Struggles (L.H)

her again.....

oh I'm sor-hey your that freakishly tall blonde kid who spilled your shake on yourself..nice seeing you again" OH MY GOD it is her !!

I help her pick up her things that she dropped since obviously I bumped into her again..

" well are you going to talk blondie?" she smiled cheekily at me asking me that,but I tried to speak but as usual with everyone nothing came out.

I uh um uh I .. bye?" I then ran off completely embarrassed of what came out of my mouth... I am so stupid ,and late to class!!

~at lunch~

   " how did your test go Luke?"Michael asked.. and honestly I think I did bad on it this time.. I was so distracted by what happened this morning.

"well um I think I did okay" I said before grabbing my food from the line,we all sat with each other at the table no one sits at... which is weird because I think it has a nice view .

"hey blondie can I sit with your little friends?" a voice asked .I looked up to see who it was and of course it was ..um...the mystery gal?

"of course you can sit with Luke and us!" God Calum! she was asking me....grrr.

she took a seat next to me and Michael .. I just put my earphones in putting on some music ,considering I am always to nervous second ,Michael was chatting away.

after school~

"dude you so had a million opportunities to hit on her!"

"Ashton Irwin would you kindly shut your stupid mouth?!" okay...that was a bit harsh .. but he hasn't stopped bugging me about it.

"sorry Luke... I didn't mean to make you mad" now I felt bad.. I didn't mean it like that..

"it's fine just stop bugging me about it.."he nodded and we walked to calums house ,since it was the closest..mum won't mind .

"should we drop our stuff off and go to the mall or...?" Michael asked.. his hair was a maroon color today.. he's going to go bald when he hit his thirties just wait,and I will probably be like I told you so..

"yesss"we all said in sync agreeing with mikey.

we all left , soon arriving to the destination we had planned to be at.

"let's go into the  music store!"I shouted running towards the store like the little kid I

shouted running towards the store like the little kid I can be...Yess I can be fun .

but as I was about to run in I froze,for I seen the dark haired,olive skinned girl who was checking out the music ..I'm so stupid....

"um never mind guys we don't have to go in .." they all looked at me like I was inhuman or something..

"ohhh I see why haha" how did mikey know?!

they all pushed me torwards her ,I walked closer and closer but I realized that guy was with her again....

   " hey blondie!!" fuck. she spotted me !! I curse my giant my giant like height...I  shyly waved back as she came close with the guy with her..

" hi um..um.. I never got your name... can u tell me?"I said almost whispering .

"wow girl you didn't even tell him your name" the boy said looking at me with a smile on his face.he was almost my height,with brown hair and bright green eyes.. I'm fucked...he's wayyy more muscular and skinnier than me and probably way more attractive than I'd ever be..

"oh I'm Nathan by the way ! nice to meet you I'm this gals best mate!" oh good ,that's a relief.. I thought they were dating.

I'm uh Luke ...um nice to meet you?" I said nervously biting my lip ring.

"you don't talk much do you lucas? " she asked. she was right though.. I'm not good at talking ...ever.

"um not really ,but what's your name?" I'm curious as hell to what her name is, I can't get her out of my mind...

"sorry but that's a secret.. I'm a secret agent!!" she jumped up holding and imaginary gun in her had I laughed at her action.how are they so confident?

Saturday~

it's Saturday and I got invited to that girls birthday party ...apparently she just happened to be born in the fucking hot month called May.

Mr and the boys promised to perform at her party..after she invited all of us to come..all though the party is not till seven,I am nervous as hell.

what should we get her guys?" they all turned their heads towards me.

"um... oh wait I know!! how about you give her a stuffed penguin!? I seen her notebook that had a penguin all over it" she likes penguins? thank god for Calum having a class with her!

"okay...I'll just tell her it's from all of us."

~hours later~

"Luke calm down ,you look like your going to vomit or something" Ashton was right... I felt so nervous I could vomit..

"I'm fine ash just a bit nervous to play ya know?" the all laughed ,as we left to her adress she gave me. . I didn't say anything to her at the mall,the boys mostly talked for me because well I'm a loser who can't even talk to a girl!

We arrive at a big house that's a tanish Brown color, with  music coming from the backyard.. there was a lot of people..maybe twenty or so .. well that's a lot to me .

"hey guys!" the boy and girl screamed running torwards us .I slowly waved to each of them nervously following the boys as the gal told us everything.

"oh and by the way this is Nathan's house not mine if your wondering..."I thought this was her house.. I wonder if she was hiding something from me or something.. maybe she was ,or nate just offered.

stop worrying Luke.

the night was filled with me being nervous and not talking,the boys having a grand time and we sooo rocked it at the party !

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~q~~~~~~~~~~  okay guys... or person.. or the wall who ever is reading my horrible story.. hope you have liked it so far .. vote maybe?nah?..okay :( hope you are having a nice day!! too short Idk..

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