Struggles (L.H)

well isn't this lovely..

"well isn't this a coincidence ..."I mutter under my breathe as her trio all look back at me. I'm not gonna lie she looks phenomenal....she looks exactly like the day I split my shake all over myself that day. I can't believe I even had a thing for her once.

  ......that's a lie and you know it you've loved her every second of your life Luke,don't you fucking lie .

  ughh I thought  I had him gone now! just wait till I take my med then he'll be gone .why me? out of all the people in the world it has to be me....oh wait I know why ! I almost forgot that I deserve it for being such a mistake in this world yeah that sounds about right.

"well looky here isn't the little attention seeking little bitch who claims he's a 'man'" I look down at  my feet .. she's right after all.,"I'm not surprised you've haven't died yet considering  you really don't have the balls to even look at me"

   see your so pathetic,she's a girl and your standing here letting her do whatever she wants. Atleast both of our estimates about you are right. GO AWAY GOD DAMN JUST WAIT UNTIL I GET MEDS THEN YOU'LL LEAVE.

  "see he can't even defend his little bitch ass without spacing out!!" they all leave me alone at the machine moving to the crowd... so there the girls who held up those posters during my solo...I should've known she made all those hate sites against me.Atleast I deserve it ...so no harm done.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~next morning~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

  "em... Ashton.. where is the medicine I need to take mine.."

we were in the bus so we could go to our next destination...but we had to drive to the airport because we're going to be playing in Ireland! niall is so happy I'm starting to think he is an actual leprechaun.besides that I can't find them I've looked everywhere I hope no one his them from me.

   "um... yeah I do but... here's the thing man."he scratches the back of his neck ...he's hiding something from me.

"what just tell me mate" he looks a bit cautious and looks at me as if he is telling me I only have four days to live.

  "well um.. the doc called and said to keep you off of them since they come to another conclusion that your only seeking attention somehow or something."

         I'm about to kill someone.

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   HEY GUYSS IDK WHY IM TYPING IN ALL CAPS AND CRAP BUT I WANT TO SAY A BIG BIG THANKS TO YOU GUYS . I DIDN'T THINK IT WOULD GET THIS MUCH READS AND STUFF SOOO YEAH...IM CURRENTLY SOBBING OVER THE BOYS NEW ALBUM FOUR BECAUSE ONE DIRECTION IS JUST TOO PERF OKAY AND I JUST IM NOT READY FOR THIS.

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