Struggles (L.H)

liar.

have you ever felt like everything is coming to a collapse?

or you felt so numb you can't breathe or even think?

  I'm sitting here alone cradling myself as I sit on my bed in our hotel room. we've made it to Ireland but they took my meds and everything is worse since I'm off of them.they've all left to some club for tonight and went site seeing earlier,I haven't seen any of them since I awoke at like 10:00 am. I've basically been all alone all day which I don't really but things have been tempting....

   to distract myself I put on a song of of my playlists on my computer thingy. I have a lot of like party ,sad,slow and hardcore songs ...so like just a bit of everything. the first song that immediately plays is who are you now by sws . (fave song btw)

  

       yeah ,yeah

don't wake me up I'm sleeping this life away

tell me I'll never  good enough

sometimes it hurts to think it can be that way

   it won't be that way.

I'm tired and I'm lost

  I don't wanna be found

I put my heart and soul into this

and strength in this

so,forgive me cuase yeah I won't forget that

this world has changed me.

so you know when you ask me

who are you now

did you say what you want

I start to sing along to the song even tho no one does it as good as  masta Quinn....;)[kellin Quinn aka the masta]

  don't go back to the start

I'm asking you now who are you

did they break you apart

won't you fight back for what you want?

sometimes you gotta fall before you fly really

we're gonna work it out.

   yeah,yeah

don't ,don't,don't wake me up

cause I hate who I am today

so come on,come on

so take,take,take what you want

  isn't that what we live for now?

we're always wanting more!

(so take,take,take,take!)

     you made me hate my own reflection

question every choice I make

so I could  try to be perfect

but I'll try to be fake

  I'm asking you now who are you?

did they break you apart

did you say what you want

you want?

well are you gonna fight for what you want?                 sometimes you gotta fall before you fly

and sometimes you live,and sometimes you gotta try