Struggles (L.H)

"your joking!?"

  ~later after the fight ~

I can't believe I fucking did that!! I feel happy but bad at the same time.I feel Awsome because he got what he deserved,but I feel bad because I just like hurt someone like they had hurt me which I promised myself I'd never do no matter who....

oh well...to late now what's done is done!

I only have a black eye and a  badly scrapped knee from when I fell.after I got him on the ground , his friends ran after me but I ran into some persons back yard and hid.

they finnaly just barely gave up and I can hear them leave.

as soon as they leave I get out of the yard before getting my arse kicked even more by my mum than it will be.

I get home and luckily no one is home ,like usual which doesn't surprise me.

I go to the bathroom in mum's room and get the peroxide and bandages to get my knee fixed. then I get a water bottle from the freezer that I put there earlier and place it on my eye that is pretty swollen.

    I.got.him.back.I'm.FUCKING.AWSOME.

despite the wounds I have I kinda feel a bit happy for once.

as I'm about to fall asleep my phone vibrates in my pocket ...it's from Ashton .

*fifa hater*:

holy shitt man is it true that Shawn got his ass kicked by some kid today?!! it's all over Facebook and shit mannn .

to:fifa hater

yeah um...funny story actually ...that kid was me.

I send the message and get no reply after a while but a knock on my door.

I open the door to see a dimpled guy called Ashton Irwin.

"Your joking?! right? you....like no offense but you probably don't have the confidence to kill a fly!!" he says as he storms into my house plopping on my couch.

"yess ash it was me and he fucking deserves it... and I obviously fought because my eye is black stupid duhh"

I plop next to him on my mom's sofa as he examines me and says...

"oh I didn't notice and holy shit mannn that's like amazing!"

"Yeah I know ...I think I did good I made him fall."

he laughs as he gets up and raids through my fridge pulling out ice cream.

"this calls for a celebration!!" he practically giggles his statement as he just jumps dancing like a maniac.

"I swear to god if you make my mum's kitchen a mess you better kiss your ass good bye ."

"meee?make a mess? you must be on some sgit if you think the master here is making a mess!!" I just luagh and turn on the radio as we make our milkshake thingys with snickers ice cream...

"well now that we have celebrated your sweet,delicious revenge,I'm exhausted and I will see you at practice this week"

he then waves good bye and leaves.

  shit.it's 1:00 am now and mom is still not home. niether is my brother but he is at jacks house today so it's probably over night thing...but where is mom?

I do all her number and she picks up.

what do you want Luke I'm busy?

well I was seeing where the hell are you considering its like one in the morning!

I'm busy can't you see plus your like sixteen or something years old you can take care of yourself !!

after that she hangs up. she's just like dad. (and I know his family isn't like that it's just for the story btw)

ehh I'm used to being alone anyway so might as well sleep the feeling away it makes me feel almost dead anyway and hey,I want to be dead after all .

___-_-__!__!_!!________-_-_-_______-_-_!!_!_!______-_-_-_-______-_-_!!_!! hey guys Idk how this is I'm like half asleep it's like four in the morning here...anyway thanks to y'all who are reading this you my friends are the definition of Awsome CAKES.... hope you like it it's a filler really..

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