Struggles (L.H)

wish I could disappear.

-_____next morning-______-

LUKE get up you fag .

a familiar voice of a girl is shaking me but insulting me also...

I don't remember anything ....it's a blur .

"whaaaat?" I say as I decided to get up and I see Claire....God I missed her but I hate her.

"um sorry they told me to wake you and um lunch is ready..."she mumbles and runs off.. she is a weird one. my stomach growls but I don't want to eat because well I need to lose my weight.

"good morning guys"I say running my hands through my hair.I really don't care if I'm shirtless and have nothing protecting my arms...I could give two fucks if I gave one.

"more like afternoon " cal says. I hear a girl giggling that was clearly not Claire.

"who's the chick with sick blue hair man?"I say as I point to her looking at them .

"oh that's right um she's Mali's friend she is our age and she is hanging out for a while" cal say wiggling his eyebrows at me....oh Lord I swear they want me to get married God damn.

the girl with the blues hair steps towards me...she's beautiful she has big Brown eyes and long blue hair that is in a 'scene' way style so to speak. she had nirvana shirt and ripped black jeans...great style.

"my name by the way is stella ,Stella foster to be exact."

"oh nice name by the way um my name is Luke ,Luke hemmings to be exact." we both laugh at our matching introduction.

     "Michael where can I politely barf my brains out hmm?" Claire says rather harshly.

"Atleast I'm nice to people God!!" I say hollering into the other room to her.

"why don't you go do yourself a favour and die?!" she says yelling very loudly.

"come on Luke let's go to the back yard" Stella proclaimed taking my hand leading me into the yard .

"sorry I just don't like it when people argue ...." she looks at her feet which is very cute if you ask me. veryyyy....

"me neither ella...can I call you ella for short because if n-"I was cut of by her.

"yes sure it's awesome ...can I call you tall boy?" she teases ...she's Realy cool.

"sure thing blue gal..." she hits my arm lightly and I laugh.

"let's go out to the football field you say is a yard" she say pulling my hand to follow her.

     me and her sit by the tree,a willow to be exact my favorite .we just stint there and talk endlessly about our lives ...although I don't give her much detail on anything.let's keep it that way.

"what about you giant? you don't talk about yourself." she say as she lays her head on my lap ....damn she's curious.

"Haha well um I'm pretty average I think um I love penguins ....um I play guitar and sing in a band which you probably already new ,I'm so st-" she looks up at me with her big Brown eyes and chuckles.

"your so cute when you ramble on about nothing and your not stupid " I laughed at her compliment she really knows how to make someone happy. ... I wish I could feel like that all the time.

"what happened to your arm?you can tell me... I won't tell a soul" she asks sitting up facing me as she grabbed one of my arms....shit mannn

       I wish I could disappear now.