Struggles (L.H)

Ashton Irwin.

it is the day of ash's birthday party and we got mikey  to distract him by taking him to a movie while we set up.

I think ash will be overjoyed with his party when he sees who came .....can you guesss?

..........................   ................HAYELY WILLIAMS.......

the one direction boys somehow have a connection to paramore ,and thus is how we got Ashton's future wife to come.

she is even setting up ,and by far she really likes helping and also can't wait to meet him.personally,it's quite exciting to see the one and only hayley Williams hanging with us four.

    "GUYS they're coming!"Harry says as we all find a spot to hide in. me and Stella hide behind the counter where you get your skates. We finally hear a giggling Irwin enter along with a cliffconda.As soon as the lights turn on we all jump out screaming happy birthday...cliché I know.

  "AWWWWW you guys didn't have to do this."he tells us.

we all laugh and get out of our hiding spaces.

  

      "happy birthday Ashton im-"hayely was about to introduce herself to him but was interrupted by him .

  "OH MY FUCKING PONIES ITS YOU" he literally looks like he could cry in this moment...well who doesn't like her?no one that's who.

"yeah haha it's me ,happy birthday !"she says to him pecking him on the cheek. she left him smiling like nothing in the world matters and was speechless.

  "wanna open presents?"I ask him. he nodds and. we walk towards the table.

   he picks up mine.,"to Ashton from lucas." he opens it and sees the pony shirt I got him ...and new drumsticks.

   "you really know how to make a drumma happy"

"what can I say I'm amazing!"I say putting a fake smile on.I didn't believe I was amazing I wasn't even close to anything like that. he continues to open presents, Stella got him some dragon ball z action figures ,Michael got him matching Dragon ball z shirts. Calum got him a banana suit( ,why I don't know),and the one direction boys gave him simular things .

   then their was hayley,she gave him her bands new album deluxe edition which was also signed by them.

"I love you guys soooo much this is the best birthday by far!"

      the rest of the night we just basically jacked around as we ice skated and crap.

  ~~~~~~~~~~~~~next day~~~~~~~~~~~~~

   "LUKEEE TIME TO GETTT UPPPP" Stella yelled in my ear making me jump a bit.

   "what the hell stell it's only twelve!!" okay yes twelve was my sleeping time and I just need my sleep Kay?

"yeah twelve in the afternoon, you guys have your first show today so get up and ready ."

    crap.I forgot about that.

"Kay um give me a second"I tell her as she just leaves me.

     I hurry and grab my red flannel shirt and my black skinny jeans and vans.I quickly comb my hair and brush my teeth.

As soon as I get to the kitchen,everyone is in there eating waffles .

   "do you want to eat some?"Michael asks me. I actually consider eating but the thoughts make me scared to eat again.

  believe it or not,I ate last night and I ate a lottt .

just as I reply no my mother walks in.

    why must the universe hate me?

the room goes dead silence as she comes in looking rather ..sober?

   "hi mum I i missed you ?"I say quietly as I try to give her a hug that she quickly doesn't return.

"why don't you get ready you look awful Luke ,hurry up!!"

  "I am ready I always dress like this mum" she looks at me disgusted by my appearance and starts to open her mouth once more ,but before she could say anything Stella pulls me out of the room.

     "what stell?what's wrong?"I whisper to her.

"you need to tell them"

  I just stare at her blankly ,was she out of her mind!?

"I can't Stella if I do I mess everything up for us,and I will never forgive myself for letting this opportunity slip away."

she gives me a disapproving look and marches upstairs as she slams the door .

   I just stand there staring at the space she stood at...should I go upstairs or give her space?

  

       luke you bastard go talk to her.

"who is it?!"

"it's me ...can I come in?"

"why should you!I'm beyond mad at you right now!!!!"

"just let me in Stella,for fucks sake !!!" as I yelled in that moment I hear her get up to let me in.

   "thank you stell" I say as I walk in our room.

she just glares at me and sits on my bed as I do the same.

   "look I know that you care for me I really appreciate it,but the only way I can get my mum from hurting everyone is by having her here with us." I pause letting out a deep breath ,I hate having her mad at me.

  "plus,me and you are underage soo management wants supervision for us...thus is why I can't tell anyone about her doing this to me and about my own problems."

    "I KNOW that ,but do you know how much it hurts to see this happening to my best friend?! do you know how badly she can hurt you?" I just nodded in reply...I know it's the right thing to do but it's too risky.

"and you know what Luke?"she continues on ..

"what love?"

  "next time she might even Kill you for good and I -I can't lose you like I lost my mum"

   what does she mean...her mom...last time I checked she just saw her mom...

  "Ella what happened to your mom is she okay?"

"she um...my dad ...he beat her to death...she died the day before yesterday.."she sobbed.I quickly held her as she cried on my shoulder . how come she never told me?.

         "it's gonna be okay Stella I'm right here ".

----------_-----------_---------_--------------_-----------_----okayyyyy this was originally supposed to be up on Ashton birthday buttt....I got busy soo I'm soooo sorry .

...it's a filler so it's not much ...

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