Struggles (L.H)

that bitch.

   I wake up to an empty room but with her music still blasting from last night after us guys and her hung out.

I get up to see a note on my dresser it's from Stella.

    dear lukey,

me and the crew went out for a bit to get food and something for you ....

I'm sorry but your mom may or may not be home so just beware ,give me a call or text if you need help and we will come pick you up.

love yours truly,

  .  ..               Stella <3

fuckkkk they left me with that wench,that monster ,that bitch who makes me call her a mother.

maybe if I stay up here I won't get my ass kicked for yesterday..but if she catches me I will probably be actually dead.Literally...

I think I'll do some school and get it done with since I still am registered....I wasn't going to drop out ...my mum didn't care but I care.

  ."LUKE ROBERT HEMMINGS GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE NOW FOR THE MILLIONTH TIME "

she had been calling me ,which is why I woke up.. but I kept ignoring her. so I just blast my music all the way up to where I drown her out. I finally get dressed in a blue tank and some ripped jeans...not like I'm leaving anywhere anytime soon.

I didn't even have my bracelets on because I really didn't care.I was bymyself in my room no one was able to touch me.

      well so I thought,before I knew what was happening my mum was in my room punching and kicking me with all her might.she kept yelling ," you ass your going to pay for yesterday and everything you've ever done I hate you hopefully you'll die this time you fat ass piece of shit ."

I didn't even notice the vodka bottle in her hand until she smacked me with it against my face....that'll need stitches.

she had me on the floor, she was on top of me beating the living hell out of me.More than Shawn and his mates ever could ,that is.

  "mom stop please stop ,I beg you, MOM STOP"  I scream to her as she keeps making me bleed,I get more bruised my cuts are reopened and pouring some blood out.my face is scratched up and bruised. she still keeps hitting me until I cry and cry and sob.

before I know it she's gone and I'm on the floor .

everything is getting darker...and darker.

///////\\\\\\\\\ Stella ptv./////\\\\\\//

"boys help me I have too many things in my arms!" I yell to Ashton and them. we ,one direction and everyone else went out to get stuff for the house and I even got Luke something.

I got  him a necklace ,it's a penguin with a bow tie and a hat...I hope he loves it.

ash and niall open the door for me the best they can since us three are carrying the most of the stuff . Claire and liam  are to busy talking to even help,  I don't like that girl one bit . she's rude and a plain bitch who keeps hurting Luke even though he's already shattered inside .

I set the stuff on the table ,but I noticed everything is messy and out of place. then I see a vodka bottle in half on the table....Liz.. she must have been here...

I walk upstairs to find Luke I'm racing up the stairs  as fast as I can I hope she didn't hurt him this time she's ten times worse when she's drunk.