Struggles (L.H)

last day ...

forward to Friday last day of school**

today's the last day today and well it ends like usual....I mean I still haven't really got close to her we hung out a few but it was mostly with the lads.

"FIVE FOUR THREE TWO ...ONEEEE!!!" Everyone ran out the door throwing the papers in the air after the last bell had rung. well all except me I said bye to my favorite teacher Mr.Adams he is truly an amazing teacher.

He made me the amazing writer and singer I am today!! And yes I just have a tiny bit of confidence in that..I mean I think I'm a decent singer.

"hey Lucas ! why aren't you with your friends running out the door?" Mr.Adams was taller than me had a deep voice ...he had dark black hair with a some what of a beard . he always wore like grandpa sweaters haha.

"well I couldn't leave without saying goodbye to you Josh!" I was the only one who could call him bye is first name and he was the first teacher to adress everyone by their first name not last. he was pretty cool for a teacher everyone loved him.

"why thank you Luke that's very kind of you...do you need a ride home?it's pouring rain out there" I looked out the window he was right I haven't noticed I've been side tracked wrighting our new song..

"um no thank you Josh I quite like the rain and I don't live far from here." he simply nodded ,we did our secret handshake  and parted our  ways .

" HEY EMO KID COME HERE" God I hate him sooo much... him and his friends kept calling me as I keep walking....whatever I mean I'm not emo like I may wear lots of black and have a piercing but I'm not emo...

"I SAID COME HERE" they approach closer by the minute.. then before I know it I'm pushed on the ground .

" didn't your mum ever teach you to come when you're called?" I hate Shawn with all my heart he makes my life living hell,because of him I was in the hospital for attempt of killing myself and my eating disorder stuff...and yes boys get that too not just girls..believe it or not.

the point is that.. I was rock bottom ,I'm on meds now no one knows though..well except my family of course.

"why don't you just fuck off shawn?"Where in the hell did my confidence come from????...

" oh I see you DO talk I thought you were as pathetic as I thought you were." he pushed me back down as I tried to get up.

"FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT" his friends hollered making the kids that were still here gather .

"get up you obesed fag " I got up as he luaghed I swing at him as he was caught on laughing at his jokes.

........... and I didn't miss ,not one hit ....

======================_=================_=========== aww shittttt Shawn sounds like he is getting his asss whooped!! vote plz!!

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