Struggles (L.H)

Wednesday....

Luke~

it is wensday ,and well we as in us boys are sitting at lunch eating when I see the mystery gal ,and Shawn the most popular guy in school flirting with her .. and well let's just say she's the same way with him and I'm kinda jealous.

despite I have only said a few sentences to her and we are friends I think,I've grown a little crush on her but obviously it's not going to happen.

she now is smiling like a fool and coming over to our table .

"guess whose dating Shawn?me!!" she squealed with happiness.I know she deserves better than him ,which obviously isn't me either but he is such a man whore ,he just uses girls as a toy and breaks their hearts like it's nothing.

" congrats cl-i mean best friend " damn it! ugh why won't she just tell me her god damn name I mean it's a name!

after lunch ,and her talking about how happy she is I headed to my next class,but as always I got pushed into the locker. .by the one and only Shawn Levi Jacobs.... oh what a joy !

"watch where your going next time emo freak!" his joke wasn't even clever,but his crowd still laughed.. I don't know why he hates me I mean nothing to be jealous about and I'm always tried to be friends with him a long time ago...but then again no one likes me . I'm just that nerd that can't even get a girls name!

I picked up my books that I had obviously dropped when being slammed into a fucking locker,and went to my next class which was A.P. chemistry .

why are you late Mr.hemmings? better be a good excuse." I just nodded and said a good lie.

"sorry I was helping my teacher with something he needed to be done" she didn't mark me tardy ..I can't believe she actually fell for it , I'm like the worst lie-teller in the world!!

~~~~~ after school~~~~~

"hey Blondie ! can I walk with you?" I tried to speak but nothing of course came out I just nodded in agreement . the boys

ditched half the school day but I stayed .

"you don't talk much do you?"she was wearing a all time low shirt with cut off shorts ...she always looked beautiful I mean she's breathtaking.

"I uh I umm y-yes?"I tried to talk but I became nervous as always. she giggled as we continue walking and then shawn just had to come along as soon as he saw us.

"why you walking with this freak?" I left after that i didn't want to be third wheel here ,so I left plus I don't feel like dealing with him.

"I uh I got to ggo ."and with that I left.

I got home and my house was empty...mom home?I walked to the kitchen table and saw a note
dear Luke,me and your brother are out of the house for a while doing errands ,you can invite some Friends over and there is food in the fridge for you.
   love,mom.

guess I'm home alone again. I think I'll just go to sleep I just can't function today too much in my mind ,like I'm drowning.

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