I rushed outside
Stumbling
Like the tears on my face
I managed to catch myself
Stopping
As I just stand there
My fortress
My palace
This yard was mine
And no one could take that away from me
I didn't want to look back
I knew they weren't going to come and look for me
They never did
I tried to hold back more tears
I closed my eyes
Taking in a deep breath as I sit on the ground
This time I don't stop to admire the blades of grass
Or the frost tinted wind
Or the cleansing smell
No
All I did was bury my face in my hands
Falling into a darkness
As I escape from the world once again
"Rough day?"
I looked up
The fence
Colby
I knew it
Who else would it be?
I quickly wiped away tears on my face
I felt weak
Vulnerable
I felt embarrassed
I shouldn't cry
Guys don't cry
I don't cry
But I knew he saw
Yet
He still made me feel just so safe
He was good at making me feel safe
"You could say that." I chuckled
I stood up
Walking over to him
"Wanna talk about it?" He asked
YES!
God yes!
I wanna talk about it
I want to spill and rant
And mumble and yell
And scream and cry
I wanted to do it all right now
"Nah."
Is what I said instead
Shaking my head
And with that he was gone
Disappearing into his own little life
For I was a mere fraction of it
'Everything will be Ok.'
I lied to myself
I'm good at lying
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The Safe House | TFIL
FanfictionNate had lived an unusual life. Keeping most of it a secret. He needs someone to save him. Will the comfort of his next door neighbors be enough to get him out of his little rut? Or will it be too late?