The Safe House | TFIL

30 - Tell The Truth

Sorry for the lack of update. I was gonna update yesterday but I got Sun Posioning :/ Anyways, I'll probably go back on a normal schedule this week if not next week.
-Chris

"I asked you where my brother is?! I wanna know where my brother is!" I began to ramble on

I just want to see Tarron

See him in person

Know he's Ok

That's all I need right now

Not want

Need

The male Doctor finally replies

"We've placed your brother in a temporary foster home until we find a more suitable home."

"We're gonna have to do the same with you." The female doctor joins in

I am thinking for a second

About what this means

Tarron is all alone

He could be scared

I'd be scared

He needs me

I need him

"But, you're gonna place me with him, right?" I say with a nervous chuckle

They exchange looks again

I want them to stop doing that

It's like they're talking and I don't know

I deserve to know what is going on

This is my life their talking about

My life that is changing

"We can try our best." She shoots me a sympathetic look

I've seen that look

Heard those words

The fake optimistic outlook

Just to make me feel better

When we both really know

That it's not gonna go as planned

I'm being treated as a child

Perhaps I still am a child

But I'm not oblivious either

I am able to understand

And for once in my life

I want the truth

I want someone to be honest with me

To be fair

I'm not even honest with myself

Things will get better

I'm Ok

This won't happened again

I'm happy

A mix of lies I've told myself

Far too many times

Just once

I wish someone would look me right in my eyes

And say to me

Things aren't going to get better for a while

You're not Ok

This will happen again

You're sad

I want the truth

I don't care if it's cold and hard

And it breaks my heart

I want someone

Something

To remind me that I'm still here

This is real

I am alive

I am breathing

I am learning

But

I'm not good at learning