20 - Why?

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Consciousness 

Was starting to come back

As I blinked myself awake

To the world around me

I blinked away the blurriness

Everything

Until I could move my head

To look in front of me

A figure sat beside me

At first

It scared me

Like most things

So I shot up into a seated position

My breathing rigid

As I tried to calm down

My headphones slipped down to my neck

And my phone into the little slit in the couch

That would be fun to get out

But

I calmed down

When I realize it's only Colby

Sitting there

His arms on his knees

Rubbing his hands together

And looking down

I don't say a word

And at first

Neither does he

But 

We can't stay silent forever

"Why'd you come over?" Colby asked

There was no emotion in his voice

It was plain

Nothingness

I didn't reply

I didn't say anything

So he continued to talk

"Why?" He asked again

But

It seemed like he wasn't finished

"Why..." He started but didn't finish

He rubbed his hands together faster

Harder

"Why'd you lie?" He whispered

He bit his lip

And shook his head

Looking away for a second

As he straightened himself

And squeezed the bridge of his nose

Looking away again

But didn't look back

Still shaking his head

He looked back down

Back to the same position

I was frozen

I had broken him

Broken him down hard

It was all my fault

No matter what I said

It would never change this moment

Never

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