Life was incredible we made it through the rest of the tour amazing the guys even landed in the record books for doing 300 shows in a tour this year was spent recording the new album and Jared preparing for his first role in a while playing a transgender woman with HIV...it was hard to see him lose all that weight but I supported him completely helping him any way I could even helping him learn to act like a woman...we even did a shoot with Terry with Jared dressed as a woman...right now Jared was in Louisiana filming for the next 25 days..I missed the first couple weeks of filming due to having to deal with something in LA and getting a cold so I haven't seen him as Rayon yet...I had just landed and dropped my stuff off at the hotel then headed to set I had met everyone when Jared did the sit down readings so I was excited to see everyone again..I showed my pass and was met by Emma "I know I know should of called it was nice taking a cab though."
Emma smiled "Jared is excited you're here...now he's not as and as we was with Chapter 27 but it's well...interesting."
I raised an eyebrow as we walked "I'm very familiar with how that is...so how dramatic are we talking here?"
She chuckled "Well as long as he's on set he's Rayon.."
I nodded "Gotcha."
Emma nodded "I believe they're on the catering area they were setting up the next shot.."
I nodded and followed her...when I walked in I was met by my boyfriend in full on make up and in a dress "Oh my.."
Jared turned with a smile "Ashton darlin you made it."
I smiled "I said I would didn't I?"
He gently took my face in his hands "So beautiful...I missed you."
I smiled softly letting my finger tips trace along the top he had on "I missed you."
Jared smiled "I gotta go...stay please."
I nodded "Always."
He gave me a light peck to the lips and walked off
I sat back with Emma watching this seriously was amazing and just from what I was seeing I felt this movie doing quite well..I looked at Emma "Hmm?"
Emma spoke softly "I know it didn't seem like it but Jared is so happy you're here all he talked about for the past 2 days.."
I smiled "I know."
She smiled "Good.."
I nodded when filming wrapped for the day Jared insisted we go to the store with him still dressed as Rayon.."You know I've dealt with a lot with you but Rayon has to be the best yet."
Jared chuckled "I'm glad you think so I'm quite fond of her."
I smiled softly "I think I am too."
He smiled "I'm so glad you're here baby I really am."
I smiled softly "Me too...let finish up and go...I haven't seen you in weeks."
Jared smiled "Let's go babe."
We paid and left...we found ourselves in the bath...I gently ran the sponge across Jared chest and shoulder sure it worried me how skinny he was hell it worried me how much he gained for Chapter 27 but I had faith in him then and I do now..."So I went and spent the day with my dad.."
Jared nodded slowly "How did that go?"
I shrugged "Great actually Diane is in Apen with her sister and friends so daddy was home alone...it was nice to spend time with him without Ursula glaring at us.."
He nodded "I'm glad baby....did she find out?"
I shrugged "Not that I'm aware of...dad dropped me off at the airport so I doubt she knows.."
Jared nodded "Why doesn't Joe just divorce her?"
I shrugged pressing a kiss to his shoulder "Well I suppose he's well into his 60s he doesn't want to start over again...so I think he just ignores how awful she is...he knows me and Tyler aren't going to abandoned him because of her."
He stopped my hands "If we do have children that woman isn't allowed around them period...she made your life hell I refuse to let her do that to our children over some fucked up form of jealousy."
I nodded as we got out of the now cool water "You do realize this is the first time kids have ever been brought up?"
Jared nodded "I know I've actually done a lot of thinking about it..we've been together nearly 7 years...I've started thinking about us starting a family.."
I nodded "Let's talk about this in bed.."
Jared nodded slightly "Okay.."
We got dressed and got in bed talking..I feel Jared running his fingers a long the dainty triad ring he got me for our first anniversary.."What if I do end up pregnant birth control isn't 100%."
He nodded "I know..I'm not saying this is set in stone..things happen especially the way we have sex...if you do we'll be just fine."
I nodded "Good."
Jared nodded "Are you?"
I shook my head "No...I'm just wondering that if I come to you and say 'Hey Jared guess what you knocked me up' and knowing you wouldn't freak."
He laughed softly "We'll I'd hope you wouldn't tell me like that."
I laughed "Of course not."
Jared pressed a kiss to my head "Whenever it happens I'll be happy."
I smiled softly "So is this us agreeing to whatever happens happens?"
He nodded "I suppose so."
I looked up at him "I love you J."
Jared smiled "I love you too baby."
I leaned up pressing a light kiss to his lips "You need to sleep."
He nodded "Yeah I do...but I haven't seen you in weeks baby."
I nodded "I know but I'll be here for the rest of filming."
Jared nodded "Will you come to set tomorrow?"
I nodded "Can't let Rayon go to set alone."
He chuckled "Babe..."
I pressed another kiss to his lips "Goodnight baby."
Jared mumbled sleepily "Goodnight.."
I turned the lamp off and snuggled back into his side slowly falling asleep...where was our life leading us
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