Leto OneShots and Mini Stories

Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word(Shannon Leto-Part 2)

*Brea's pov*

It's been a hard few months I was indeed pregnant I was 4 weeks along when I saw the doctor...I was due in early September possibly end of August...I was now 7 months along and busy as ever working on a new line I only talked to Shannon when it concerned our son...truth was I missed him but I couldn't do anything about it I already knew he was dating other people so I dealt with the ache in my chest...I was pinning a dress together when the door opened "Just a second."

"It's coming along great."

I looked up seeing Shannon dressed in his normal attired or muscle shirts and drop crotch pants "When did you get back?"

Shannon shrugged "Late last night.."

I nodded "So I'm your first visit."

He sighed "I had to see you."

I sighed as I kept working "Kade is fine had an appointment yesterday he's growing perfectly...I sent you the ultrasounds."

Shannon nodded "I got them."

I nodded "And he doesn't need anything your mom and the girls have more than made sure of that."

He sighed "Can you quit being so damn stubborn and listen to me...god that's what made me fall completely in love with you but I didn't realize how fucking annoying it is until it's turned on me."

I stopped looking at me "I thought we covered all this in Hawaii...we're done Shannon you chose to enjoy life."

Shannon sighed "If you wanna call it that...Brea I miss you...I miss waking up to you beside me...your hair in my way...you stealing my shirts because your too lazy to go get your own...I miss the way you talk to me after a show that no matter what makes me come down off my high...I didn't realize how much you were apart of me until you weren't there...when you won't talk to me unless it's about Kadin but you'll talk to Jared, Jamie, everyone else but me...it fucking sucks and I hate knowing it's my fault I hurt you...I never should of let you leave."

I sighed "You seem to be doing just fine you're dating."

He sat down "I don't feel what I feel with you...I'm miserable."

I turned facing him "I'm not going to be your way out Shannon if you want to be single do it...not use me as an excuse."

Shannon nodded "I am single have been for a while..its been a shitty few weeks.."

I sighed "Yeah Jared told me.."

He looked up at me "I made a mistake I've been making those a lot lately but the biggest was my reaction to all this...I didn't know how to react to any of this...I reacted the worst way I could of and I lost you..baby I'm lost without you."

I turned away feeling the tears burn my eyes damn hormones "Shannon.."

Shannon sighed "I'm finally saying I'm sorry...I fucked up."

I sighed feeling his hands on my hips "Shannon."

He sighed softly "I'm not asking you to take me back I'm asking for a chance to prove to you I can be the man you and Kadin deserve."

I looked at him those hazel eyes I loved so much held so much truth..I sighed softly "One chance."

Shannon tucked a strand of hair behind my ear "Have lunch with me.."

I sighed "Is that wise?"

He nodded "Having lunch with the mother of my son...all they need to know."

I nodded "Okay..."

Shannon smiled "Okay..."

I nodded and locked up...after lunch we went to my place to talk...I sat Indian style while he sat normally holding his cup of coffee "How exactly do we do this...never how I expected having my first kid would go."