Hey guys....sorry it's not a chapter....and it's a small bit of an update
and some venting....... (I'll give a head ups so you can skip it if you don't want to read it. Sorry I just needed to let some stuff out)
So I know I haven't updated for over a month and that's quite a while. I just want to apologize for those who are expecting me to update soon and.... I'm trying to work on it... I really am. *sighs* I just... last month was so stressful with school and a trip with my church, not to mention writer's block and another thing that's been bothering me that I'd get to in a bit.
You're probably wondering why I'm typing this up since it's not a chapter. Well you could say that some guilt got to me and I just wanted to write this to apologize to you guys for making you wait so long. Again.
It's just been very hard for me to concentrate on writing and I haven't been myself lately so I lost motivation and inspiration, not to mention I'm pretty much stumped with what to write for the chapter.
I really wish I could work on it more but for some reason it's just so hard ya know? Like I can't do it. I feel as though my mind is purposefully blocking away my creativity and forcing me to be stuck and it frustrates me horribly.
(Venting starts)
*sighs heavily again*
As for the other thing that's been bothering me.... well.... I kinda mentioned it earlier. I said I haven't been myself lately and....well.... I really haven't. I guess you can say I can relate to the reader a lot to the point where some of my thoughts terrify me to the point where I'm unfazed by them. ......Guess you can say I'm starting to not care about myself as much as I used to....hell as if I have before
Honestly I don't really know why I typed that up. Guess I needed to vent. I'm still holding back so much and I feel alone? Idk like I said I'm not myself and just kinda scared? I'm sorry. I'm a mess atm and I've been hard on myself.
I don't really know what to do anymore. I'm kinda just tired
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I'll just stop now.
Again I'm so sorry for the lack of updates. I'll try getting to it asap.
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