F.W.B (Friends With Benefits)

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Maybe if we were

special friends

that we could feel

a little normal again.


I knew

we would never

get together again,

but my heart still

dreamt,

and I still lived

a lie.


I have to sneak out

to see you

because I'm not allowed

and I felt that if

anyone knew,

my short bursts

of happiness would fade,

so I don't tell anyone.


For a while

my heart beats

normally as it should,

but when we are apart,

it skips a couple beats

and pounds heavily

against my chest.


I'll keep this charade

going for a little longer,

just until my heart

finds someone else.

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