I have never been with a girl, ever. It's something new that I wouldn't be scared to try, but everything that I play in my head makes me nervous. What if she says yes to the date and tries to kiss me? Do I kiss her back? Or do I laugh? What is it that a normal person does? Because I don't know how to function anymore as I am too broken.
I've only been with boys and never a girl, but what is the difference besides the fact that they have different parts? I just feel that women are more fragile, butch or not, their feelings are easier to hurt, and I would never want to hurt a girl's feelings, especially Katie.
I have a feeling that she's going to turn me down, but I can still dream and hope, can't I?
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I Was She
Poezja[Complete] A series of poems and short stories tell the sad tale of a breakup, of rejection, and of finding new love. From losing her soulmate to learning to see the world from a different perspective, M.A. Rivers writes down every last feeling that...
