It's 23:35

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And I can't seem to sleep.

God, I've been trying

since 21:23

and my eyes will close for a while

before thoughts crowd into my brain

and talk amongst themselves

in voices that are a little too loud for me.


I have to wake up at 6:15

to get ready for the day

and to type away at this keyboard

until my eyes start to

represent the color red on their corneas

and beg me to turn away for a little bit

to breathe and sleep.


It's 23:30 and I'm still typing

because I need to get the

voices out of my head

so that I may be able to rest for a while

and forget the bad memories that haunt my dreams.


I'm not even tired anymore

but I swear that I hallucinated you

a couple hours ago

and my heart skipped a beat

for just a second.

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