Stuck In A Crossfire (Bts and Got7 Story)

Chapter 18- Thoughts

Ok so I've been dragging this out as long as I can. This chapter is all about the thoughts and how you feel about all the characters. It may seem boring to some, but nonetheless I hope you enjoy.

You were on the ground. It was weird. You couldn't hear any of the shouts and curses that were being transmitted from each group.

You were scared and that's all you knew.

You stood up, but no one seemed to notice. You walked around. It's like you were invisible. It's like your spirit has left your body and you are observing everything outside your form.

It was surreal.

You glanced at each group. Analyzing each one.

Your mom.

She was a stranger to you. You didn't know this lady. You knew nothing about her. All you knew was that you were important to her, but hell, that's what they've all been saying. You looked to the three Got7 boys and you couldn't help but feel sadness. A small smile etched its way onto your face as you walked up to Jackson.

Everyone around you was frozen.

You gazed upon him. His eyes were screaming the need to protect you. He was handsome. You didn't deny it. You placed your hand on his cheek. The feeling was alien. You felt him, but you knew that he couldn't feel your touch. You brought your hand down and just stared at him. Jackson was always full of energy and smiles when you lived with him. It was too cute to handle. Your smile faded as you walked up to Youngjae.

Youngjae surprised you. At first you thought Youngjae would be cold and stern, but if fact he is just a ball of laughs. His face was deadly serious. It made him look more mature. You didn't like it. You wanted to see him laughing. All the time. He didn't look right scowling and holding a gun. For you that's not the person he was. You looked down. As you slowly walked up to the last boy.

Mark.

A pleasant surprise he was.

You were glad that he was indeed a good guy. I guess you would call him. You thought back and remembered when you first had met Mark. You had come upon a big bush. And as you were running away you slammed right into him sending both of you into an extremely awkward position in the dirt. You chuckled at the memory. Mark was always kind to you. And you were so shocked to think he was a 'bad guy'. You turned away walked over to your father's group.

You didn't want to look at the man or his compliance. So-won.

You looked at the other three Got7 members and scoffed.

"You guys were friends. And you betrayed them," you said gesturing to the guys across the room, "Who does that? It's so despicable!" You we're becoming frustrated.

You stomped in front of JB. He was supposedly some great leader, but not in your eyes anymore. At first you thought of him as noble and someone who possessed great leadership qualities. And I guess in someway he still did. He just chose the wrong path. You gave him a sad look. And sighed before turning to Yugyeom.

The maknae.

You didn't meet him when you met the others. He was extremely funny and you always saw him with a smile on his face. You looked at him. You couldn't bring yourself to understand how someone so kind and caring could be out to hurt you and destroy your family. Tears began to form in your eyes, but you held back and turned to the last guy.

BamBam.

You couldn't help but laugh. You stared into the Thai boy's cold eyes. By the way he looks now you would've thought he'd never be capable of showing any emotion, especially happiness. You chuckled again at your thoughts. This was the guy who stole so much from you. More than any of the others.