Chapter 20- Is that what you want?

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Okay who else is freaking out and excited about there new album release tomorrow? Just me? Probably not. Omg I'm also so excited I'm gonna see them in concert in Colorado ahhhhh I'm so excited. Yeah that's all I have to say for now.

Rachel pov:

Waking up something heavy and warm was laying across my stomach. Looking down I saw an arm wrapped around me. What the fuck I mentally screamed. I looked down at myself and thanked god I was fully clothed. I then followed the arm up until I reached the face of Zach Herron.

He looked so peaceful and his skin looked so soft I was almost tempted to run my fingers across it. Wait what the fuck he bullied me why is he here? Holding me?

Looking at his right blue and black eye the memories of yesterday came back to me. I started to panic thinking about everything the other boys forced their way into my house and beat me, Zach protected me... Zach kissed me. And then I asked him to stay? Holy fuck. I panicked more this shouldn't be happening.

I began pulling away from Zach but his grip around me only tightened. "No" he mumbled pushing his head into my neck. I felt him smile against my skin.

And then a switch flipped and I cuddled back into Zach. I knew this was wrong and it shouldn't be like this, but I didn't want to leave. I know it's wrong of me, but I liked it.

Zach kept his hold tight on me but pulled his head away so he could look me in the eye. I blushed as soon as we made eye contact. He reached up and brushed his thumb across my cheek. He then pulled me towards him and kissed my forehead.

"We should get up." I said pulling away from him. Thinking with a clear mind now I knew I had to get out of his arms. He timidly let me go.

"Is something wrong?" He asked sitting up and wiping the sleep from his eyes.

"This isn't right" I said walking to the other side of my room, "I mean this isn't supposed to happen."

"What do you mean?" He asked standing up and walking towards me.

"Whatever is going on here" I said pointing between us, "it shouldn't. I-it can't." I said pushing myself against the wall as far away from him as possible.

His advancements toward me didn't stop. He put one of his hands up on the wall behind me and the other held my chin. He stared deeply at me, "is that what you want though?" He asked leaning closer to me.

"I-i don't know." I said looking away from him.

He lifted my chin up again. He looked at me again like he knew exactly what I was thinking, "I don't think what other people thinks matters just you." He said leaning in.

He gently pressed his lips to mine but didn't really kiss. My knees weakened. "Zach" I breathed out against his lips. He started to pull away, but I quickly grabbed the back of his neck and pulled him back. Kissing him with all I had as he did the same.

He's right it doesn't matter what others think. Love is love right. Although I would not say I love him at all. More like attraction is attraction.

Pulling away we both were smiling.

"You should probably get home", I said blushing and looking at the floor.

"Getting rid of me so soon?" He asked raising one brow.

"N-no it's not like that. Your moms probably worried where you are." I said looking up at him.

He shrugged and nodded his head, "you're right I should probably get home."

"Bye" he said and kissed my forehead and walking out of my room.

Weeks passed and summer was coming to an end quickly. I spent almost everyday with Reese, Zach and sometimes Ryan. But he's at that point where he wants to be left alone so usually just Reese and Zach.

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