today I was on my ask.fm and out of nowhere I started to get hate.
The day before I had answered a question. "what is something you do that others can't" I answered 'I do something others shouldn't do'
Then someone asked me
-"What is something you do that others can't" "I do something others shouldn't do" Then don't?
-I answered with: it's not that easy
they then went on to say
-well it is. Just don't do it. easy.
do you think it's easy to stop once you have started? really?
They were saying things like
-'you always say nobody talks to you" Yes this is true because I actually have nobody to talk to anymore.
they also said that my scars are always on show. My scars are never on show, the only time they are on show is if I'm out with my friend and it's really hot. That is the only time they are on show. So it just makes it clear that the person sending me hate is one of my 'friends'.
I have no idea who it is. It's really annoying not knowing who it is because if I knew who it was I wouldn't be friends with them but I don't know who it is so I'm keeping to myself and hardly talk to anyone. I literally can't talk to any of my friends becuase I don't know if it's them. I don't know who I can turn to for help or who I can trust.
I hate people who do that. Who can't even say it to your face. They have to do it over the Internet. But this person is doing this on annomous so I don't know who it is.
They are too chicken to say who they are.
I'm actually quite scared of who it might be. I don't want it to be one of my close friends. I want to know who it is so I can choose if I want to be friends with them but on the other hand I don't want to know just in case it is one of my close friends.
This shows that people will send hate. They might be a stranger, family, friends or someone you know.
Yes, it hurt me a lot knowing that one of my friends have sent hate to me. Yes I cried and maybe done it again. I get hate all the time. People calling me fat, waste of space, ugly, stupid, attention seeker ect...
You shouldn't let it get to you. I know it's hard but you have to try. I've let it get to me and look where that got me. I let everything get to me. If I just ignored them I wouldn't have done it again.
Try and ignore them. You are better than them.
Stay Strong Beautiful People ♡ ♥ i love you all :)
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