I'm trying to help

school with him

Morning.

Every morning one of my friends comes to my house to get a lift to school.

I've been friends with her for most of my life. Lets call her Kylie.

But now she happens to be going out with him. She goes out with the boy who hates me. The boy on my ask.fm. Mark.

She hardly said anything to me this morning.

Normally on Friday's we bring our guitars to school because we have music.

But today she didn't bring it. she said "I can't be bothered to wait for the teachers to open the cupboard".

I debated on whether I should take mine. In the end I took it with me.

All the way to school she didn't say a word to me.

I went to the music cupboard to put my guitar in there and she went upstairs to put her bag in her locker as we had an exam.

after I had put the guitar in the cupboard I went upstairs to put my bag in my locker.

when I got to where my locker is I seen Mark and Kylie talking with some of my other friends.

when he seen me guess what he did.....

he had ago at me? nope

he gave me a nasty look? nope

he hit me? nope

he ran away.

all day he stayed away from me.

he didn't even look at me.

I found it funny.

I found it funny how he could have ago at me over the Internet and call me a bitch but when it's face to face he won't say anything.

He's pathetic.

I actually found a friend that had twitter and follows him, so I went on her account and seen the tweets he had tweeted about me.

'so you're mad at me but not the person that was slightly meaner.. would that be cause you fancy him maybe? :P'

yeah okay. 1. I hadn't said anything to him. 2. I don't know who the other one was. 3. I don't fancy him.

'whatever, go fuck yourself bitch'

what did i do excatly?

I haven't got a clue.

I don't know how I'm being a bitch.

he also told me to 'go die' 'go kill yourself'.

I actually hate it.

worse thing is that he's blocked me on Twitter and Facebook so he can write status' about me without me knowing.  But I'm not going to block him. He can read mine.  i really couldn't care.

What hurts even more is that my 'friend ', Kylie. I've known most of my life has seen all his tweets about me and hasn't said anything to me about it.

I know he is her boyfriend but it wouldn't of hurt to tell him to stop.

IF I had a boyfriend and he was abusing my friend I would tell him straight. 

I wouldn't let him say things like Mark is saying to me.

Then in music, I had my guitar and I was alone with her and she didn't speak at all. I just played my guitar.

about 5 minutes later another one of my boy friends, lets call him Andrew, came in and she went with him.

I could here they were talking shit about me.

Then they came back in the little room and started poking me as I was trying to play my guitar.

I used all my strength to try and not start an argument with them.

luckily I managed to keep it all in.

When I came home Mark had heard that I had my friends twitter account so I could see what he was tweeting about me so he blocked her.

so today I was pretty much invisible.

talk about Friday 13th. I guess I'm unlucky.

Some people will hate you. Some people will argue with you.

just try and not to take it to heart like I do.

It doesn't help.

I'm always here if anyone needs to talk about anything and everything. :)

Stay Strong Beautiful People ♡ ♥ I love you all :) xx