I'm trying to help

little kid

The other day i went out with a couple of friends, we all went to a really big park.

while we were there, we were sat by a tree and some of the girls in the group found golf clubs and golf balls. so they decided they would play some golf with no holes.

as the boys were playing we seen a man run over with a golf club in his hand so we all ran.

we hid behind trees, bushes and ran, we had to try and hide Natalie's hair because she's dyed it pink and blue.

it was fun, running away from the man, feel kind of bad though, as the boys threw the golf balls and club into bushes.

we finally lost him.

a couple of hours later we all went to one of our friends house. we had a teddy bear fight, which was fun.

we stayed there for an hour or so then some of them went home but me, Natalie, Teigan and two other girls called Ellie and Alisha went to a smaller park.

We had grass fights until a little girl came over and started throwing grass at us.

none of us knew who she was.she was really annoying, she was  with another two boys.

we argued over something and then she decided to say "i'm going to get my dog on you, he'll rip your heads off" we all laughed.

she went in and brought out a gray-hound called Flash Williams. he was so sweet and cute and definitely not aggressive.

he licked my face and loved all of us, she was pissed off and grabbed his collar and pulled him, he growled at her and she jumped and said "see he doesn't like you"

we argued, she tried to take Flash back into her flat but he ran away from her and came back to us.

in the end i had to walk him back to the flat, he stayed by my side all the way there, i didn't hold him or anything, he just walked by my side.

a lot more happened but i cant remember everything.

all in all it was a good day.

Andrew came out as well, me and him are talking now. I'm not sure if he will when he's around Kylie and Mark and the rest of them though.

i guess i'll see one day.

i was really happy that day, everyone needs a couple of happy days. Go out with friends or family. Go out somewhere. Go to the beach, park, cinema, town go anywhere.

no matter how depressed you are, or how scared you are you can still have a happy day. just take it slow.

i was so scared to go out, i thought i would be left on my own but i wasn't.

when you go out don't stay on your phone all the time, talk to people, get involved in conversations. most importantly enjoy yourself.

remember i'm always here if you need to talk, moan, complain or anything. i'll try and answer your questions, i'll try and help you feel better, i'll try and give advice. I'm always happy to help you!

i'll do my very bestt to help as many people as i can.

Stay Strong Beautiful People ♡ ♥ I love you all :) xx