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Drayton Manor Theme Park

as a treat at the end of the school year the school decides who they will take on a trip to a theme park and this year it was based on attendance.

so if you were hardly ever in school for the year you wouldnt be able to go.

i was one of the few that were allowed to go, this year they thought they would be nice and pay for everyone instead of making us pay £20 for the coach and the entrance fee.

i was debaiting for a couple of days whether to go or not because Mark and all of them were going and i didnt know who i would hang around with.

in the end i decided i would go because it will be my last ever trip with the school as i dont think we have a trip in year 11.

i didnt know who i was going to hang around with for a while until 2 of my friends said they would hang around with me.

so then i didnt know who i was going to sit next to on the coach, as my friends wanted to sit togther.

on the day of the trip i texted a friend, Courtney and she said i could sit next to her there and back.

my dad dropped me and my brother off at the school and i waited for Courtney.

when i met her and a couple of other firends we all went into the hall and waited to see which bus we were going to go on. each bus had a different year group. bus 1 had year 7, bus 2 year 8 and so on until bus 5 the smallest, had year 10, my year.

we all got on the bus and decided where we were going to sit, me and Courtney sat near the front and she sat next to the window.

for the first half an hour we listened to music and the next hour and a half we talked and laughed.

she had told me that the day before, at dinner time i had gone to music for dinner/lunch and Andrew asked Courtney where i was and she told him i was in music and then Mark said "Yeah, where's that fat bitch"

and they expect me to forgive him for all the shit he's given me over the past month, yeah okay.

i could have a rant all day about him but thats another story. this is about my day at Drayton Manor.

the ride up there was actually quite fun, me and Courtney have drifted apart over the years so it was nice to be back to how we were for a little bit.

when we got off the bus we had our tickets and made our way to the entrance. everyone i was going to stay with ran off so i didnt really have a choice.

i went with Natalie and a couple of others including Mark. 

the first ride we went on i think was like teacups but on a bigger scale and you could decide how fast you wanted to spin and also the floor went up on the once side, so the floor was going around in a circle with one end going up and you could spin as fast as you like in your little barrel (the teacups).

Me, Natalie and another one of my friends went in one and Mark and two others went in another one.

after that they decided to go into the haunted house. i dont like haunted house or anything scary so i stayed outside while they went in.

after they went in i seen my brother and his friends go in. so i waited as i didnt know how long it would take. i waited for about 20 minutes on my own and then some random tall, long ginger haired boy came up to me and started swearing at me, it was quite frightening actually, he would have had to been about 6 foot something. he then walked off with his friends.

i waited another 10 minutes on my own then i seen Kylie and my cousin with a couple of their friends. they came over and started talking to me for a bit. i then seen my brother going to the feris wheel, i asked him if he had seen my group and he said they had gone to another ride.

so i had waited about 30-40 minutes on my own for them and then they all leave me.

i walked with kylie and my cousin for a bit until i found Courtney and another friend. i stayed with them the rest of the day.

i went on 3 rides all together, im not a big fan of rollercoasters.

but i had fun, and that's all that matters.

at the end of the day at Drayton we all got back on the buses and i sat with Courtney again with Natalie and another friend called Teigan in front of us.

the ride back home was full of making noises, laughing, talking and some of them sleeping.

i had a good day but the year before was better, i stayed with one group which consisted of identical twins and Connor. The identical twins names are Fraser and Lloyd. at the time i went out with Fraser, we were more like friends than boyfriend and girlfriend.

i'll probably write more about him another day.

so basically never leave someone on their own. you never know what could happen. that ginger boy could have done more than swear at me and i would have had nobody to help me unless someone was kind enough to help me.

just because they say they are fine with being left alone doesnt mean they want to.

its fine if its a ride and you can see them but if you cant see them its a different story.

the person on their own cant see if you're on the ride, still wating or they have already been on and left.

leaving someone on their own isnt fair on them either. especially if you're going to go to another ride without telling the person on their own.

i felt really unwanted and not important when i found out that they had gone off without me.

remember to never leave someone on their own at all in public, you dont know whos about.

it's dangerous.

if you ever need someone to talk to or someone to complain to im here to listen and to help you through anything, it makes me happy that im helping someone. if you have any questions about anything i'll try and answer then all.

Stay Strong Beautiful People ♡ ♥ I love you all :) xx