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disappointment

disappointment sucks.

when you try so hard to do something or not to do something but you end up either doing it or not.

Nobody gets used to disappointment.

even me. I've had my fair share of disappointments.

in year 6 when I was 11 I had a brass exam and I failed by two points. when I found out, i cried.

i was so disappointed in myself for not passing. so for my second exam I practiced so much more and I passed.

Sometimes you can learn from being disappointed.

I'm really disappointed and angry with myself.

i done so well and hadn't done it for about a week and then shit happens and I done it again.

I haven't done a load but it's the fact I've done it again.

I hate myself for it.

I hate myself anyway but I hate myself even more now.

I hate everything about me.

the way I look

the way I talk

the way I act

everything

it's not good to hate yourself.

You should enjoy the life you have and ignore all the haters.

I wish i didn't start.

yes it helps me feel better for a while but then it sets in and then I feel worse after.

it's not nice to look and someone covered in scars.

it's not normal to see it.

Nobody should see it.

Nobody should do it.

Everyone should be happy.

I wish I was happy.

I wish I didn't suffer with selfharm

I hate it.

I wish I didn't have depression.

I wish I didn't have PCOS (Polycystic Ovary Syndrome)

I wish i was normal and happy and didn't have anything wrong with me.

But life is unfair.

but you have to be strong.

if people want you to die then make them suffer by living.

show them that you are strong.

show them you are worthy.

remember you are not alone. I'm always here to help. any question any advise you want I'll try my best best to help.

Stay Strong Beautiful People ♡ ♥ I love you all :) xx