I'm trying to help

careful who you tell

I went back to school on Wednesday and found out that my 'friend', Mark (not his real name) was one of the people on my ask.fm.

It hurt me quite a lot.

Mark had said that i could trust him and that he would never say anything. But turns out he lies.

He hadn't said the worse things on my ask but it still hurt knowing that's what he thinks of me.

I hardly spoke all day.

My other friend told me that he had admitted to being on my ask.fm the day I was off.

So I know one of the people that were on my ask.

Just shows that you never know what your 'friends ' actually think about you. Some might love you, some might like you, some might tolerate you and others might hate you.

You have to be careful with who you tell.

I had thought I was careful.

I had told him because he knew something was up and he wouldn't stop messaging me. He had told me I could trust him and that he wouldn't hate me.

So in the end I gave up and told him that i selfharm and a couple of reasons why.

I thought he would keep his promise and he wouldn't tell anyone. I guess I was wrong.

If you do tell someone you know,  tell someone you're really close to and you trust them, someone you never argue with and who you think will actually care about you.

Don't tell someone because they keep nagging you to tell them.

Don't tell someone you have only just gotten close to.

Just be very careful who you tell.

Just because you think you can trust them and that they'll care doesn't mean they actually will.

You may not know someone properly on the Internet but sometimes friends on the Internet are better than friends in real life.

They don't know you so they can't judge you. They don't know anyone you know, so they can't tell. Internet friends tend to care more sometimes.

I've found that with some of my friends.

If you ever need someone to talk to or just want to have a rant about people in school ect...

you can always come and talk to me :)

Stay Strong Beautiful People ♡ ♥ I love you all :) xx