I'm trying to help

losing a friend

So Mark blocked me on Twitter.

Why? I don't know.

Maybe he's tweeting about me. I don't know

I can't even find anyone that will tell me if he does because some of them don't use twitter and some prefer him so they'll lie to me.

In school today I actually had a good day. Well at dinner anyway. I was laughing and almost crying. It felt good to laugh.

But when I came home it was a different story.

I was scrolling through my Facebook news feed and he popped up saying: "are these about anyone in particular?" with a photo of a couple of my tweets.

He then carried on having ago at me and said that I've been being a bitch to him. I asked him how I was being a bitch to him and he didn't answer. He just blocked me.

It hurt knowing that's what he actually thought/thinks about me.

He sees me as a bitch.

It shouldn't be getting to me as much as it is. But it is. It's making me feel worse.

I actually hate him.

He's been acting as my friend for ages.

I thought he was my friend.

He said he was trying to help but how is having ago at me going to help me at all?

If anything he's made me feel worse.

I hope he's happy with himself.

Friends. You never know if they actually like you or not. You'll never know what they say about you.

Don't let your guard down.  Always be prepared for what might happen.

I'm always here to help with any problems you may have or if you just want to talk about people. :)

Stay Strong Beautiful People ♡ ♥ I love you all :) xx