Love is wanting to be Loved

I Know that I Want You but I Don't Want You to Know

Hey you

Yeah you

I want you to know

That

I love you

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I want you to know
not by me telling you

For I won't tell

I want you to know
by looking at my eyes when I look at you

Even when it creeps the hell out of me
(You're not creepy, you're just pretty)

I want you to know
by feeling my heart beats faster when I get too close to you

Even when it's embarrassing 
(Perhaps to love is to get used to feel embarrassed)

I want you to know
by knowing that I can't wait to listen to all of your stories

Even when you talk about love that clearly does not include me in it
(I don't care)

I want you to know
by understanding that I understand you

Even when you say no one understands them better than themselves 
(Well I guess that's true)

I want you to know
by realizing that I'll do stupid thing that I never think I'd do

Until I feel like I should to
(Because it has something to do with you)

So maybe

I want you to know
that I want you

Even when I shouldn't have wanted you 
(Isn't love supposed to let you free? Not to be caged by this wanting thing)

In that case

I want you to know
that I should probably let you go

Because, honestly, I want you to let him go too 
(So we both can be free from loving blindly)

Yeah

I want you to know

Even though I don't want you to know 
(So why the heck do I write this?)

I don't know

What else can I do?
(Since love only makes me feel blue)

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