Why Don't We Imagines

Jonah Marais - Hold On

Loving and fighting, accusing, denying

"Why do we do this? Every-time we go months without seeing each-other, something like this always happens." You sobbed into your hands. 

"It's a way of life Y/N, you're the one who slept with another guy while I was gone." He shouted, growing quiet upset himself. Your eyes looked up at him, not just in heartbreak but in anger as well.

"Would I ever cheat on you? Ask yourself that. You believe the tabloids more than your own girlfriend." You declared, crossing your arms across your chest.

"You know that's not true, I love you." He walked over to you but you shoved him away.

"You love me, we fight, you accuse me, I deny. That's the circle Jonah, and quiet frankly, I can't do it anymore." You whispered, avoiding his strong gaze.

I can't imagine a world with you gone

"All you ever did was keep me strong Y/N. I can't imagine my world without you in it. I need you, I need you." He cried, tears falling down his face.

"We can't Jonah, you know we can't." You never thought that in a million years, this day would happen, yet here you both were, and there he was, trying to deny that there was nothing wrong, when in reality, everything about your relationship was wrong. 

"I hate you for this." Jonah snapped, and that's all that it took. You ran upstairs, and locked yourself in the bathroom.

You locked yourself in the bathroom, lying on the floor when I break through

He hated you, he really hated you. Your mind wasn't thinking straight as you saw the bottle of pills in the cabinet. You grabbed the pen and a bit of toilet paper and began writing.

I love you baby cakes, this isn't your fault, I just don't think I can cope knowing you hate me, or don't hate me or whatever, I love you and the boys forever and always. I'll always watch you and be proud of you. Rock on pop-star xo Y/N

You cried and cried before downing the pills. Your vision began hazy as your body collapsed to the floor. Your heartbeat was slowing down, second by second. Jonah was banging on the door in panic of what could be happening, and when he heard a loud thump, he knew something was up. He stepped back before kicking the door open. Only to see your lifeless body on the floor, struggling for breaths. He rushed over to you, calling 911 in the process. 

Can you hear me screaming please don't leave me?

"Y/N, you gotta wake up! Please don't leave me!" He screamed and cried, all of his bottled emotions finally coming out. The ambulance was on it's way, but it was too late, your pulse was near enough faded.

"Baby, why did you do it? I don't hate you, I swear I don't!" He cried, his head resting onto your chest, as he sobbed. 

Hold on I still want you, come back I still need you

Paramedics came and pronounced you had passed away on the scene. Jonah refused to move from his spot, where he lay on your chest, with his hand laced with yours. When your body had been taken, he refused to move from the bathroom, and when he saw the note you had left him, he didn't know what to do.

"I don't hate you Y/N, I loved you, I still love you. I still want you, come back!" He cried, punching the wall. He fell to the floor in an a state of tears.

"I didn't mean it." He whispered, looking up to the ceiling like it was the sky.

"I didn't mean it." 

A/N : I'm crying